My Secret Pregnancy

I cant,not like this

Joel POV

I step out the car making my way to Walmart over at the maternity section which is right smack dab in the middle of the store.As I continued to walk I recieve tons of glares and whispers but I stop dead in my track my one person made a comment saying,¨Man,look at that guy,how did he even get pregnant,no wait I know...¨ and I immedialty ran out and start Damon(my car) when he started to sputter and I gasp and hit my steering wheel till  felt warm liquid trailing my hand to the floor I start to hot wire the car and I burn off.At the house I lock myself in the bathroom I start to rummage through the drawer till I felt something poke at my skin and I pulled out the blade.I start to cut my arms and thighs,I heard someone knock on my door but I ignored it and started cutting closer to my stomach thinking she would be better without me,then I see someone run to me and start yelling and I black out

Luke POV

I start feeling a weird tension where Joel is in trouble,I ran to my car and haul butt over to his house.I knock and pound on his door but I remembered I had a phone and I called him but he did not answer.I used all my weight and kicked his door open I see broken glass everywhere and shattered chairs scattering the white carpet I hear someone whimpering and it leads me to the door and I open it and see Joel sitting indian style cutting himself I start yelling and he blacked out.I carried him and threw the blade in the trash and bandaged all his cuts.I wonder when he started it again.Yes you must be wondering when I said again.

Well the story is where Joel met a magnificent women named,Kansas one night he called her ready to pick her up for their date when she didnt answer he opened the door and saw her and some guy sleeping together and since that happened he fell through a depression hole,never talked to anybody,lost tons of weight,and soon led to cutting himself.Barely 2 years ago we begged him to stop and it did take a while for him to forget.

I walk to the kitchen and clean the mess about 30 minutes later I make pea carrot stew so help the pain and swelling all over him.I walk to his room and write a letter saying what had happened.I walk into my house and told Courtney,you could see her face she was worried and I fell asleep with so much on my mind.