My Secret Pregnancy

Doing the right thing,I think

*******Warning some abuse happening but not alot********

Stevin POV

I got a call from Moriah saying she is going to break up with Charles and I want to be there when it happenes maybe I might record the whole thing too.

I meet up with my wife,Bridgett and our 2 boys,Aaron and Aiden.I told Bridgett the whole thing about Moriah possibly breaking up with her boyfriend and we both celebrated,I wish I could tell her,¨I told you so.¨ but I might tomorrow when she is single again so that I could give her blind dates like I used too. 

Moriah POV

After our therapy session I cleaned up my office and put all my files into a drawer I locked my door and on the corner of my eye I saw Joel tan pea coat on the coat hanger,I was going to head over to his house to drop it off when Charles ran into me and he said,¨Well be both know we have been dating for quite a while..¨ I cut him off and say,¨Look I used to like you but now every time you hold my hand or kiss me I dont feel like the sparks are coming back like high school,time changes and I think it would be better if we became friends and I like someone else I think you should start enjoying the world and find the perfect person.¨ 

You could see the steam coming from his ears and his face turn bright red like a fire truck,this was my time to escape but I spoke too soon when he pulled my arm back and slapped my face I started to cry as he continued to punch me and I heard sirens and someone pull charles off of him.The EMT helped me and bandaged all my wounds and cuts,I look back and see Joel standing there but when I looked back again he wasnt there.Now I think my mind is playing with me or its a sign I did a good thing,I think.

I slugded myself to the sofa and watched Priceless,my favorite movie the longer I look at James the more he looks like Joel but as people say the more you like a person the more our brain will think its them when its not.I finally fall asleep with the sound of the people humming in the movie.

Joel POV

I forgot my tan pea coat at the therapy session,I start to walk faster as I look at my watch fastening the pace before they close.I see Ms.Peters walking out but she got stopped by a guy and he is talking about marrying her,I hid behind some desk to hear more then he was about to say I love you I had gotten teary eyed and I could tell you that was a sign saying I will never find true love and that I made a mistake.I walk out the building and head home to take a warm shower to let my tears get mixed with the water,I turn the water up and let the scorching hot water pelt my back,me yelling in pain just like the pain that has always been stuck through me,the pain I have always tried to hide and it continues to bite me. I finally dont fight back and fall on to the floor and pound the wall and scream and yell saying,¨Why god!! why me what did I do to deserve this punishment!!?¨   

I get out and change,I see myself in the mirror and I start to go full mad at myself.I start to throw glass across the room letting it shatter against the wall,throwing my chairs breaking the legs off,ripping my curtains and bed sheets to shreds cause I dont deserve this,I dont deserve nobody,I grab a knife in the kitchen and let it cut my skin up like my skin is the canvas and the knife is the paint brush.I see bright red blood pool around me and all over me.By the time its 11 PM all the cuts are sorta healed and I feel to dizzy so I move over to the couch in the living room and sleep till the breaking of dawn.