i don't miss you - wilbur x male reader -DISCONTINUED-

eight

y/n's pov

"so, anyone up for 21 questions?"

it seemed like a harmless game. why not? i wanted to get to know wil more, and cipher was just along for the ride.

"sure, bet tall bitch wilbur over there would love to as well, wouldn't he?" cipher's eyebrows rose and fell, implying something i didnt wanna think about.

"sure, that sounds fine." i could tell he was happy that he hadn't stuttered and choked on his words. i gave him a light smile then looked back to ciph.

"you wanna start? you know the most about us, you can expose us as much as you'd like. i stretched out on ciphers couch, leaning back and crossing my arms behind my head to use as a pillow of sorts.

"aw, hell yeah!" the shortest boy in the room had a wide grin on his face, ready to stir up shit. classic ciph.

"hm, what's the best question that'll fuck you both up?" his grin never left his face. it was kinda scary, i won't lie. he could really expose me. but, it was also cute, knowing he wouldn't expose things he knew kept me awake at night.

"alright, i got one for you clowns." rude. "what's your biggest fear?"

wil crumbled a bit, stifling a laugh.

"what!" cipher was very clearly offended, again, over something very obviously not offensive.

"you couldn't have come up with anything more original, cipher?" i chuckled, it was right. that was one of the most common questions ever asked in this game.

"oh, fuck off! answer it already!" cipher turned around in his chair, putting his back on the bottoms and throwing his legs over the side. he used the other armrest for a pillow.

"fine, wimp." ciph rolled his eyes. "nobody remembering me after i die. is that good enough for you dumb question?" cipher stiffened like an angry toddler. this man was just a child deep in his bones.

"no! y/n still has to answer!" i cocked my head to the side a bit, smirking slightly.

i closed my eyes and opened my mouth to talk, but caught my tounge. my smirk dropped and i opened my lids.

your worst fear isn't being humiliated.

you know exactly what your worst fear is.

my expression wavered and i couldn't force a reply out of my mouth.

your worst fear is everyone hating you because of who you are.

a trans freak.

my breathing began picking up.

trans freak.

i couldn't get the memory out of my head. it had been so long, why was it still ingrained into my mind?

trans freak.

their hazy voices blurred and twisted into a horrid reminder of what I had been called.

"y/n!" I felt something on my shoulder and a voice near my ear. my eyes flicked up to the noise, flinching at the sudden movement towards me.

"sorry, i spaced out." i smiled with my half excuse towards wil. it wasnt thought out and nobody would believe it.

"my worst fear is probably-" my mind wandered back to those horrible memories. they screamed for me, begged for me to come back. come back and feel how i used to feel. they told me they'd make me feel better, that they'd make me feel whole again. it was all lies.

"probably looking like an idiot in front of people." it wasn't completely wrong, that would be terrifying, but it wasn't my biggest fear at all. not for a long shot. there was bigger things to worry about.

"that's lame!" cipher complained. i gave him a small chuckle in return.

"well, you asked."

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ok- here's my apology. i have been dealing with symptoms of being in an osdd system for months, and ive been facing those symptoms head on for the past week or two. im so sorry, but updates will be weekly from now on. sorry this is so short! have a nice day/night

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