i don't miss you - wilbur x male reader -DISCONTINUED-

six

songs used in this chapter
i am shit - crywank
y/n's pov

"i should just shut my mouth!" the loud ringing of my guitar strings rang through the small room i had resided in. the walls were covered with sound proof panels so i could play without any noise complaints.

"as evidence piles against me!" my singing bordered on shouting. this was defitnitely a 'things-get-out-of-hand-and-i-cry-while-performing' kind of song.

"im so much worse than i think!" the lyrics from this came from an all nighter full of a lot of emotions. i wrote a song, because i was sad and it was 4 am. that's just kinda what i do.

"exposed as a phony," the song would come to a close soon. my vocals were already strained enough so that was nice.

"i am shit! i am shit!" repeat a few times, and stop. i gasped for breath, placing my guitar down and turning my mic off. recording the songs was always the hardest part of it all, if i messed up i usually just redid the whole recording, which made it take 10x longer than other artists.

i sat up, stretching, knowing i would have to edit the song later. that was later, for now, i needed some coffee.

stepping into the kitchen, i heard some chords i recognized and a loud humming noise. heading towards the counter it came from, i saw my phone ringing with ciphers contact. i grabbed the vibrating object, accepting the call and putting it on speaker before setting my phone back down.

"y/n?" cipher sounded as excited as a child when their parents say they can get some candy at a large grocery store.

"you motherfucker!" i heard shouting, the sound of the phone hitting the floor and laughing.

"the hell ciph? what's going on?" opening some cabinets, you found a small plastic cup a bit smaller than your finger. you stepped towards your coffee brewer and closed the cabinet.

"come to my place! ive got a surprise- hey! wil, you asshole, give me my phone!" ciph sounded like he was having fun. he was always the immature type, finding things that highschoolers would do amusing to the core.

"dont listen to him, he's crazy- OW! you bitch!" sounds like someone else shared his young humor. i felt a smile creep onto the edge of my lips. it was nice to know cipher had someone to relate to. seemed like wil got along with ciph just right.

could i come over? my song was almost done, i could finish it when i get home.

"ill come over, just don't kill eachother before then." i laugh at the two roughhousing boys. i hear cheering erupt from one, while the other one went silent. leaving my coffee in the machine for later, i went into my room to get ready.

"ill see you guys there, bye." i ended the call before i could hear the fighting begin again. it was kinda funny honestly.

stepping towards my wardrobe, i grabbed a red sweater and a black t-shirt with 'hiccup' in bold lettering and a small crying, wavy ghost in the middle of the shirt out of the top shelf, with dark gray sweats to match.

i took off my current garments and swapped them, then went into the bathroom to calm my nasty hair.

i flipped on the bathroom light and looked in the mirror. my hair was rather long in the front and short in the back. my bangs covered my eyes, and i loved it like that. i had gotten a septum piercing with artemis a month or two ago, and it looked amazing. i attatched a small chain to it, letting it droop just above my lips. i had a lot of chain jewelry, including long chain earrings, which i also put on. it was nice, dressing up just to go down an elevator and stay at ciphs for a few hours then come back up. it reminded me of old times, when i used to dress up all fancy for playdates and sleepovers.

i messed with my hair for a while, brushing it and styling it until it looked right. i had left ciph waiting for 20 minutes now, so i decided i should start my descent to ciphers apartment now.

flipping the light off in the bathroom i stepped out of the room, grabbing my phone from the kitchen and heading out of the flat, heading down the hall to the elevator.

i felt my phone begin to vibrate again. looking at it, it was cipher again. i laughed at his impatience, answering it.

"hurry up, wil's about to kill me!" cipher sounded like he was out of breath from laughing, with another voice laughing in the background as well.

"im in the elevator now," i pressed the second button and the doors began closing. "just hang tight, and don't die until i get there, i wanna see it" i chuckled at my own joke, and wheezed when cipher got offended and ended the call.

the elevator stopped, and i made my way towards ciphers door. when I reached it, i could hear faint laughing from outside the door. i smiled lightly.

i opened the door, causing the two boys to look at me. they were both sitting on the couch, just talking surprisingly.

"y/n! took you long enough, jeez." cipher stood from his couch and went up to hug me. i outstretched my arms, wrapping them around the boy. i looked at the couch he was just sitting on moments before and saw wilbur staring at me. i just gave him a light smile then broke the hug with cipher.

"wil, why don't you talk to n/n! i'll grab some drinks." a sinister tone laced ciphers words. he looked wilbur dead in the eye as he talked, and wil tensed and his eyes widened. he looked offended, and i just looked confused.

as cipher left to go walk into the kitchen, wil just kept his eyes away from me and on the ground. he was really tense.  

"so, wil." i made a balloon sort of popping noise with my lips to show the awkwardness of the situation.

i sat down next to him on the couch. i heard his breathing get heavier through his nose, and couldn't help but stifle a small laugh. he looked at me, confused. i just smiled at him and shook my head.

he sighed, tapping his foot on the floor. seemed like he was preparing himself for something.

he took a deep breath in, "ciph only invited you over here because he wanted to annoy me, so. sorry about that-" he didn't look at me when he talked. he must be really bad with social interactions.

"it's completely fine! ciph's my friend, and i didn't have anything to do anyways." that was a lie. i did, i just didn't want to do it.

he just kinda gave me a small glance, smiling then looking away. i smiled back at him, and it felt like a mutual reassurance fell over us. silence creeped in, but it was a painful quiet that caused ringing in your ears. it was calming.

it was nice.

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swoah, 1200 words. nice. I'm out of prewritten chapters so sorry if updates are late loves <3