I lay in bed not being able to fall asleep. Louis had a big day tomorrow and i loved my dear brother so much i was just as nervous for him than he probably was for himself. Audition for the X-Factor? Yeah pretty big of a deal. I was lost in my thoughts when there was a knock at my door. "Hmm?" i asked. "You awake love?" A familiar soothing voice asked. "Yeah, come in Lou" I whispered. He creaked the door all the way open and then shut it behind him quietly. "Teddy Bear im nervous." Lou whispered to me. "Boo Bear you will be fine." i whispered back to assure him. I sat up and he sat next to me on the bed. "But what if they dont like me?" he asked. I smacked him in the back of the head. "Ow!" He screeched. "Shhh!" i whisper yelled. "Ok, Ok , thanks My little Teddy Bear." He gave me a bright smile. I nodded and lay down. "Want me to tuck you in?" he asked. "Boo Bear im getting to-" he cut me off. "Its always appropriate to tuck someone into bed no matter what the age." He grinned and he stood up. He took my blanket and adjusted it making sure i was covered and i wasnt cold or to warm, but just right. Then fluffed my pillows and made sure my head felt comfortable. I smiled at my older brother. He returned the smile and chuckled. "May i sleep here tonight to keep calm?" he asked. I giggled and nodded. He kissed my forehead in a fatherly way and lay down at the end of my bed. "Lou.." i whispered. He looked up from where he lay. "I know you will make it and i love you brother." I turned and nuzzled my face into my pillow. Louis took one of the pillows from the desk area where i had different colors of fluffy pillows and lay his head down at the edge of the bed. "Thank you sis, i love you way more." I closed my eyes after hearing his words in return of mine and i gripped the teddy bear i held. This teddy bear was special to me since Lou gave it to me for my birthday. It was a blue teddy bear with peace signs all over it and whenever i squeeze its hand it was Louis' voice telling me a message. I loved hearing Lou's voice if he was on a school field trip or not with me for a long time. Im not sure why but we have a strong bond and no one could ever break it. I love my eldest sibling so much. We have been through alot. To admit my biggest fear would be of him becoming known and forgetting to call me for months or maybe not being able to give me advice when needed. Yeah i still have my second eldest sibling Lottie and the third would be Fizzy but Louis decided to have a special connection with me, the baby girl of the family. I smiled to myself as i dozed off thinking of how proud i would be of my brother either way.
