"Wakeyyy Wakeeyyy." A soft voice whispered. I tossed and turned, as I opened my eyes I saw Lou. "BOOBEAR !! DID YOU MAKE IT !! " I shouted. He opened his arms wide with a grin plastered on his face shaking his head rapidly meaning yes. "OH MY GAWDDDD !! YESSSS !! BOOBEARRRR !! IM SOOOOO PROUDDDD OF YOUUUUU !! " I screeched leaping into his open arms. He hugged me tightly whispering, "Everythings will be amazing now." I smiled brightly gripped his face in my hands taking a good look at my dear brother. "Chelsea. Sweet Heart." A voice cooed. I snapped awake. "Hmm?" I mumbled questioningly as i rubbed my eyes. "Its time to get ready, we have to be at the airport soon." My Mum said softly. I sat upright and scanned my room. Luggage everywhere, plain walls, no pictures, or posters, or anything. "Okay." I sighed turning my attention towards my mother again. "Be Ready, we will eat a homemade breakfast before taking off." She patted my shoulder and strolled out happily yet seeming tired. "UGGHHH!" I screeched into my pillow as the door shut. I threw off the duve cover and tumbled down onto the bed. My clothes were on my empty desk, bright colors, something Lou would have loved to see me wear. "I miss you." I whispered in a little whimper. I left the duvet on the floor as i crawled over to my duffel bag and unzipped it pulling my laptop out. "Chasing Cars. Snow Patrol. Lyrics." I whispered as i typed in the words. I turned the volume up all the way and sung along as i pulled my clothes from the desk. "I cant turn back. I hope Lou at least makes it. I might not. " I whispered jokingly to myself. I flung the plain door open wide and dragged myself to the closet at the end of the hallway. "Towell..." I murmered choosing the light blue one. I then dragged myself back up the hallway and into the bathroom across the hall. I could still hear the music because the speakers on my laptop were pretty loud. I locked the door and dropped the clothes onto the toilet seat along with the towel. I scanned the bathroom as i stripped off my clothes and left them in a pile in the corner of the bathroom, behind the door. I slowly twisted the knob of the hot water to turn the hot shower on. The song was kept on replay so Chasing Cars was all i heard. "If i lay here.." I sung along as i stared at my reflection in the mirror. A tear slid down my rosy cheek. "Lou. My BooBear. I am going to miss you. Please Hurry and Win." I cried as the steam from the hot water fogged up the mirrow. I took my index finger and slowly cleared some of the fog off, while writting. " I Miss You." On the mirror. I turned away and stepped into the steaming shower. It burnt my back furiously but it numbed my pain. I scrubbed the shampoo in my hair and washed myself with soap and all but then suddenly i slid down onto the floor of the shower. "Whyy." I whimpered tears now slipping quickly from my eyes. "I dont understand, i dont want to leave. just because Boobear gets to go out and have some fun on some reality tv show. which i understand why. does not mean i have to go on about living in Florida which is in America. I mean come on. I love it here. I can be me. Have fun. Im going into the 8th grade for sake. " I sobbed into my hands. "HURRRYYY UPP!" Mum cried banging on the bathroom door before she then ran down the stairs. "Ughhh !" I shouted hitting the wall as i stood and placed some conditioner in my hair and turning the knob off. "Guess i HAVE to go to America." I whispered angrily as i wrapped the soft, light blue , towel around myself. I snatched the clothes and decided to walk about to my room and leave some of the floor wet from my dripping hair. "Morning Sweety." My dad smiled brightly at me and then frowned as i gave him a half smile. I kept walking and slammed the door to my room but just as i slammed it i took one last glance and he realized today was the day. His eyes went from glee looking to a sad dull lifeless looking. I wrapped the towel around my dripping hair trying to shake his expression from my mind and i pulled on my clothing. "BREAKFAST EVERYONE !! " Mum shouted from downstairs. I looked over at my laptop and pressed the " X " on the top right corner and shut the screen slipping in place in my duffel. I slipped on my Toms and raced down the stairs unwrapping the towel and throwing it over the railing and onto the couch hitting my dad on his head. "Chelsea." He chuckled. "Yes Daddy ? " I giggled innocently. I skipped over feeling a rush of happiness as i saw Lottie and Fizzy sitting at the table waiting for me. "Morning Sis!" They greeted in unison. "Morning!" I happily replied. I kissed each of their cheeks and then sat down in front of them. "Chocolate pancakes, Starbucks Coffee, Bacon, And Hashbrowns. Dig In." Mum winked at me as she slid onto the space next to dad and leaned her head on his shoulder. He wrapped an arm around her and snuggled her into him tightly. I smiled and then sadness waved over me. My last breakfast with my family for who knows how long? Lottie and Fizzy concentrated on their food cutting the pancakes into smaller pieces and shoving it into their mouths with delight. "Mmmm, really good mum." Fizzy giggled as she swallowed. "Yeah, Love it. Mum. " Lottie spoke in between bites. "It really does taste amazing mum." I said honestly shoving a piece of bacon into my mouth. "So, any plans for when you first arrive to Florida?" FIzzy asked vulnerably. "Honestly, I have not one clue about what Florida has to offer. I was just so upset about having to leave. Ya' know?" I asked innocently. "Yeah, We know." Fizzy replied. "I hear they have alot of amusment parks, theres two of em' next to your school actually." Mum replied from the living area. "Cool." I replied a bit cooly. "Well, I did do some research, I know how much you love starbucks and there is one close to your school as well, and theres a mall by your school to, also you have access to plenty of fast food areas, and a gym to work out since you love to run on treadmills. " Lottie replied a bit happily trying to lighten the mood. "Nothing will be the same without you two.. or Lou.. or Daddy." I replied saddly. "But everything will go great." Daddy answered walking over and placing a hand on my shoulder. "I hope." i whispered as i finished up my breaktfast. "Well, this is time. Get your things baby. we must head off now." Mum replied a bit sadly. "Alright. " I drank the rest of my coffee and stood. "Good news." Fizzy started. "We get to come with mum and drop you both off. obviously daddy is going to drive." Lottie finished. "YAYYY! " I shouted soooo happily. "We'll help with your bags." Lottie said racing up the stairs. I followed with Fizzy on my tail. "Okay so Fizzy your grab those two bags they are the lightest and they are roller bags so they should be easy to drag down to the car. I will take these two bags and Chels, you can take your carry-ons." Lottie smiled as she reached for the two bags and started out the room. I looked over at Fizzy and smiled. She giggled as she dragged the two bags out the door and down the stairs. I stared out my window one last time. snapping a picture with my cell phone. I placed my cell in my back pocket of my blue skinny jeans and smiled as i shut the window. Memories. Fading away. I took my carry-ons and slipped out my door but i did not leave i turned and looked around the now plain and boring room. "I will make it. for you Lou. " I whispered before slowly shutting the door and racing out to the door. I slipped into the backseat in between Lottie and Fizzy and chatted away with them as Mum and Dad held hands as he drove the car. I Love My Family. I will miss them to.
