AN: Last Chapter! This was a really fun fic to write. I hope you liked it.
CW: Mention of suicide and self harm
March, 1995:
"The car is crashed"
"Yeah, not shit. I saw"
Sirius, Remus and Harry drove back in The Potter's damaged car. There was silence. But Remus' thoughts were loud. He was surely going to either yell, punch, hit or worse... Ask about Regulus.
"Harry..." he said instead "Who is that?" he pointed at Sirius.
"Dah dah"
Sirius smiled.
"And me?"
"Mah mah..."
Remus rolled his eyes. Sirius silently laughed.
"Are you laughing, Black?"
"No..."
Surely Remus was going to hit him.
There was another moment of silence. Sirius considered turning on the radio, but then he didn't know if Remus was going to yell again.
"What were you doing?" Remus asked "Why did you leave Harry on the car? And be brutally honest"
Shit, shit, shit.
Sirius sighed "You will get angry"
"Padfoot I am already angry!"
"I... shit... I wanted to take a quick look at the.... sex shop"
"THE WHAT?"
Sirius swallowed.
"I was looking for a present for you"
"YOU ARE SO..." Remus breathed out "Did you find something?"
"I might..." Sirius answered "You wanna..."
"NO"
Sirius silenced. Remus was a very complicated person to understand.
"Sirius..." Remus began "I have to ask..."
Sirius knew exactly what he was talking about. He hated it and he started panicking.
"No, you don't have to...."
"Yes, I have to..."
"No, you might... don't...." Sirius sighed "You don't need to know..."
Sirius felt Remus' gaze on him.
"What happened to your brother?" Remus asked carefully
Sirius immediately started to tremble. He closed his eyes. And took a deep breath.
"Sirius, pull out..."
Sirius obeyed because he didn't think he could drive any longer. And they had a baby on board.
When Sirius parked the car, he leaned on the wheel breathing hard. Flashes of that night came to him. Regulus on the floor, with his eyes opened and foaming on his mouth....
"Dah dah..." Harry giggled
"Not now, Harry" Remus said gently "Dada is upset"
Sirius felt Remus rubbing his back. Then he held his hand. Fingers interlocked.
"I'm sorry, Pads..." Remus whispered
"Regulus..." Sirius began "Regulus was sixteen... I was eighteen..."
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