Werewolf Mcwerewolf and The Tiny Potter

Chapter 7:

CW: Gender Dysphoria and Transphobia

January, 1995:

It had been two terrible months of pinning over Remus. This bloody hurt. Sirius tried to encourage himself thinking that Remus had it worse. He had been pinning for Sirius for five years. And there wasn't just one girl, but plenty. Sirius had been a monster to Remus. How could Remus stand this for so long?

Luckily, Remus' time was consumed by his work. And Harry. So bloody Aaron didn't have him to himself. And Sirius got to see him every day. Sirius lived with Moony.

In your face, Aaron.

It was Remus' free weekend when he usually went out with Aaron. Remus and him had a total of three dates, each more painful than the last.

"I don't know, Pads... I think Aaron and me understand each other, you know?" Remus had said at the end of their first date "He really listens to me"

"What is he, your fucking therapist?" Sirius had murmured mostly to himself

"What?"

"Nothing... I said I'm glad for you Moony" Sirius faked a smile.

Sirius was trying to be Remus' best friend. To be supportive but is was hella difficult. So difficult.

It had been a glorious day at the park with Werewolf McWerewolf and the Tiny Potter. In those moments, Sirius liked to pretend they were a happy family. That this was what he had dreamt of. Except Sirius craved for Remus' lips. When Remus bit them or chewed them, it was difficult to breath.

It had been difficult to hide this crush from him. But anything for his Moony. Sirius liked seeing him happy and relaxed after so long.

"Oh, fuck!" Remus muttered watching at his clock, once they entered the house.

"Language Lupin"

"Aaron will be here in ten minutes"

Sirius made a face without Remus noticing. Everything was bloody perfect until Aaron appeared.

"I have to run" Remus said handing him Harry

"Remus..."

But he was already climbing the stairs.

"I need you to vomit or pee on Aaron today, Harry" Sirius said to the baby "Please help your uncle"

Harry made a noise. Sirius kissed their cheek.

Sirius had just prepared Harry's food, when the doorbell rang.

"The devil has arrived" Sirius sighed "Are you ready to puke?"

But Harry was too busy licking their finger.

Sirius took his time to open the door.

Aaron was outside, checking himself in the window reflection. He still looked ugly on Sirius' opinion.

"Aaron!"

"Sirius" he smiled "And Harry"

"The baby is always there"

"I can see that" he looked around "Is Remus..."

"He is changing..." Sirius answered "Come in"

Aaron came in, he always looked around for some reason. Even though he had been in the house so many bloody times.

"Can I offer you anything?"

"Nah... Cheers. I'm okay"

Sirius nodded. Harry was making stupid nonsense noises. Moony reckoned it was about time they said their first words.