The 100

I am Become Death

We waited until daylight to travel to the sight, when we get there the horrors turned my stomach. Bellamy carries a gun as we walked together through the site. All the dead and burnt bodies only made me think that maybe Marcus Kane had been on his ship, Maybe I wouldn't have to tell Izzy about him. "You talk to your sister yet?" Bellamy asked. I looked over to see her wandering around with someone. "No...not yet" I sighed. Bellamy grabbed my hand, causing me to stop. "You need to talk to her Shadow ," Bellamy says. I nodded "Yeah I know, I will. But right now my worry is about Clarke" I give him a faint smile before walking closer to Clarke. "Clarke you shouldn't be out here," Finn says. "Her mom was on the ship she's looking for answers" Raven stated. "You want to help her, find me the black box, hard drives, anything that will explain why the ship crashed" Raven explained. "Stay sharp" Bellamy called out to everyone with a gun. "Grounders retaliation for what happened on the bridge is coming, It just a matter of when" Bellamy pointed out. "Can you blame them?" Finn asked. "No, we blame you Finn" I simply say. "Maybe if your boyfriend didn't bring guns--" I cut him off. "If we didn't bring guns we all would've been killed" I hissed at Finn. "Why they're coming doesn't matter anymore. It's our job to be ready when they do" Bellamy pointed out. "We on our own now" I sighed. I walked over to Clarke, touching her arm. "Find anything?" I asked her. She shakes her head "Hey, maybe your mom wasn't on the ship? Maybe something happened and she couldn't get on?" I suggested, trying to give her some kind of hope. I knit my brows together as Clarke and I bent down to something that was leaking out of some part of the ship. It smelled horrible, causing me to step back. "Clarke, Shadow! stop!" Raven called out, running over to both of us. Finn, Izzy and Bellamy followed behind her. "Rocket fuel?" Clarke asked. "Hydrazine" Raven corrected her. "English?" I asked. "It's a kind of fuel, it's highly unstable in its non-solid form" Raven explained. "If this stuff meets fire, we're all pink mist" She explained, dipping a rock into it and standing up. "Fire in the hole!" Raven shouted, throwing the rock into the fire. BANG! The explosion made me jump back a little. "We should clear the area!" I called out. "Okay then" Bellamy nodded. "We all move in formation, no straggling, weapons hot!" Bellamy told everyone carrying a gun. "We got to get back before dark!" I added.

Soon as we got back to camp we heard about the news that Murphy was back. It enraged Bellamy. We entered the dropship "Where is he?" He demanded. Everyone moved out of the way and as soon as I see Murphy flash backs of Charlotte come back. "Everyone but Connor and Derek out. Now!" Bellamy ordered. Clarke and Finn walked in, Clarke seeing Murphy. He looked like he had been through hell and back. "He claims he was with the Grounders" Derek explained. "We caught him trying to sneak back into camp" Conner added. "I wasn't sneaking..." Murphy says, "I was running from the Grounders" He informed us. "Anyone see Grounders?" Bellamy asked, looking at Derek and Conner. They both shake their heads no. Bellamy raised his gun "Well, in that case..." Finn darted at him, hitting the gun "What the hell is wrong with you?" Finn hissed. "We were clear what would happen if he came back" Bellamy raised the gun but Finn stepped in front of Murphy. "No! If he was with the Grounders, then he knows things that can help us" Finn pointed out. Finn was right about this one, no matter how much it hurt to have Murphy even in the same room as me. "Help us? We hanged him, we banished him and now we're gonna kill him so get the hell out of my way" Bellamy shouted at Finn. "No. Finn is right" I sighed as Clarke approached Murphy. "Like hell he is! Shadow, think about Charlotte!" he yelled at me. "I am! All I do almost every day is think about Charlotte!" I yelled back at him. "But what happened to Charlotte was just as much our fault as it was his" I stated, the words leaving my lips giving me a little relief. "He's not lying, His fingernails were ripped off" Clarke informed us. "They tortured him" Clarke sighed. "You and the Grounders should compare notes" Finn hissed. "The Grounders know we're at war," Bellamy says. "What did you tell them about us?" I asked Murphy. "Everything..." He stuttered out. I gulped down as Bellamy turned to me, his eyes pleading to let him kill Murphy. "Once he's better we find out what he knows then he's out of here, okay?" I suggested, giving him soft eyes. "What if he refuses to leave?" Bellamy asked. "What do we do then?" He asked. "Then...we kill him" I shrugged.