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His Last Words (Charles Angst)

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TW: Suicide, Cutting, Depression, A really sad friend :(

Charles' P.O.V:

🎶Just an average guy🎶

"Well kind of," I said joyfully to Ellie.

🎶He always wore a smile🎶

I smiled in all of my pictures!

🎶He was cheerful and happy for a short while🎶

🎶Now he's crying, screaming in trying sin🎶

No one knows the pain...

🎶Life's not what he though, he wishes someone had told him🎶

🎶He told you he was down, you let it slip by🎶

"Dad, I don't feel very well"

"Son, tough it out! You work for the military for Pete's sake!"

🎶So from then on he kept it on the inside🎶

Well then...

🎶He told himself he was alright🎶

I'm okay, right?!

🎶But he was telling white lies🎶

No...

🎶Can't you tell? Look at his dull eyes🎶

🎶Tried to stop himself from crying almost every night🎶

I can't keep going like this..

🎶But he knew there was no chance of feeling alright🎶

🎶Summer came by, all he wore was long sleeves🎶

"Oh, it's really cold!"

🎶Cause those cuts on his wrists were bleeding through you see🎶

...

🎶He knew he was depressed, didn't want to admit it🎶

🎶Didn't think he fit it, everyone seemed to miss it🎶

Why does no one notice?

🎶He carried on like a soldier with a battle wound🎶

...

🎶Bleeding out from every cut his body consumed🎶

🎶He had no friends at school, all alone he sat🎶

"Haha! Loser!" a boy screamed.

🎶And if someone were to notice he would blame the cat🎶

"Oh, it was my cat!"

🎶But those cuts on his wrist, they were no mistake🎶

...

🎶But no one cared enough to save him from this self hate🎶

🎶Things were going down, never really up🎶

🎶And here he is now stuck in this stupid rut🎶

🎶He knew exactly what he had to do, no🎶

*Pant.. Pant*

🎶Just sit by the wall and wait for the machine to blow🎶