These chapters will be prewritten so feel free to correct me on my grammar.
Warning:Grammar,Sexual Tension,Kissing (#ILIANAPLSDONTSCREAM)
My P.O.V
I stood flabbergasted as J-hope and I stood gazing at each others eyes.I couldn't believe he just kissed me.Does he expect me to kiss him back?
The guys had stopped playing and were now staring at us.I looked at the ground not sure of what to do.J-hope cupped my face into his hands and me look up at him once again.
"You okay?" he asked leaning in once again.
I pushed him back and nodded. "I think I'm going to go home now."
"No.Please don't leave.Did I make you uncomfortable?"
"Kinda.This is very awkward for me right now.Heh."
"YOU GOT NO JAMS." Rapmon yelled to J-hope.
J-hope rolled his eyes."How about we just go for a walk?"
I laughed."Sure." There sure was gonna be some sexual tension."Ah,no never mind,I will just stay and watch you guys play some more."
"Ill stay with you.Yeah?" he said sitting down on the bench and patting the spot next to him.
Slowly I sat next to him.I wanted to slap him but then at the same just kiss him back.One thing was for sure.He was hot.But no time for a boyfriend right now.I can barely control my life now.I quickly glanced at him wondering what he was thinking.What the fuck,since when do you worry about what a guy is thinking.You really need Savannah right now.SAVANNAH.Where are you when I need you?! I don't think I will be able to socialize any longer.
"Sooo J-hope do you have a girlfriend?" I asked.OF COURSE HE FUCKING DOESN'T YOU IDIOT.OR ELSE HE WOULDN'T HAVE KISSED YOU.
He looked over at me."huh?Girlfriend?No.I already like someone."
"Ah okay I see." I nodded and got my iPod out.I felt a small...only..small feeling that made me angry if it wasn't me who he liked.Are you jealous?No.What the fuck.No.stop.
"Do you have a boyfriend?"
I took thought before answering this."Well no....At least not for now.I'm guessing." Maybe I'm just feeling happy again.Maybe I don't like him.Yeah,once again this is all because I'm happy.No Lizzy,I think this is more.I think you like this guy.What no?How?Why?You barely know him.ITS. JUST. BECAUSE.YOU.ARE.HAPPY.You don't like him.Okay?Remember.Boys are stupid.You need to go home now and listen to some nice music.Just get up and leave.Got it?Got it. "Hey J-hope..I think I need to go h-"
"AYEEE!" Suga yelled and was running around happy."AYEE.WE WON.Swag."
"Good job guys!" Kookie said.
(A/N maybe this is not how they act.And I'm sorry.This is from what I've watched in some videos.)
"Lets go for some ice cream!" Jimin said.
"Yeah!" they all said at once and I sat there awkwardly.
They all ran ahead and I just grabbed my stuff and walked.I didn't want ice cream.I needed to talk to Savannah ASAP.
I just decided to head my way home without the guys knowing.
*At home*
Luckily this time I knew my mom was over at her friends with my little brother.Good.This meant she wouldn't be asking my questions.
