J-hope or Eric?

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These chapters will be prewritten so feel free to correct me on my grammar.

Warning: May once again trigger the feelings of some,language,kissing?

My P.O.V

I tried the best to hold my self together in front of J-hope.Why did you say that?You didn't even mean it.Apologize!

"Look,I know you are mad.Just let me explain this please." he said.

"Whatever you say is not going to change my mind.I like Eric now,not you."

His faced softened and then he cleared his throat. "It wasn't what it seemed.She is no one.I was trying to get you jealous.Its because of that Eric guy.At the coffee shop you gave him your number and with me you practically friend zoned me in front of your mom.I thought maybe if I get you jealous,look I don't have an excuse,I'm sorry."

I thought about it for a second.He had a reason.Just apologize and say  I didn't mean what I said.Stop being an idiot."I see.Wel-"

He pulled me into a kiss,I stood there with my hands on his chest trying to push him away,but then my hands soften.What are you doing?!Stop kissing him! 

He pulled away.

"Don't leave me for him." he whispered.

"I-I don't know." I put my head on his chest and closed my eyes.I looked up at him and he looked at me.The sun had set and the moonlight reflected in his eyes.I like J-hope,not Eric.Eric was just temporary,it was because he was being nice to you and he kissed you.It was the perfect place for it to make me feel in love.Not Eric.Not Eric.

"I know you will choose Eric.Its fine." 

"I just want to go home." 

"What about Eric?He is still waiting for you."

"You are just making things harder for me." I walked off towards Eric.

"What happened?" he said standing up.

"I just wanted to say bye.I'm going home."

"Did I do something?"

"No,No,its wasn't you.It wasn't J-hope.Its just me."

"Oh.Look I understand that you have known J-hope longer than me and you guys seemed very close to eachother.I don't want to interfere with anything.If you guys had a relationship or were starting one,I don't want to mess it up.I just thought we had a connection."

"I'm sorry too." I smiled and walked off.

Boys are so complicated.I walked and walked before someones arms wrapped around me.J-hope.

"I'm going to walk you home.I don't want anything to happen to you,its dark."

I smiled."Thanks."

We walked side by side,no holding hands,not flirting,nothing.It was starting to get cold and I shuddered.I should have brought a sweater.

"You cold?" 

"Just a little." 

"I would give you my sweater but I didn't bring one." 

"Noticed." I looked up at the clouds.They were still some grey clouds.Weird.During the sunset it was clear.I shook my head."Think it might rain?"

"No.Maybe tomorrow." 

"Maybe.But we should probably hurry." 

This is so unfair towards Eric.Why are you thinking about Eric?

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