These chapters will be prewritten so feel free to correct me on my grammar.
Warning:Feels and Language
My P.O.V
I sat on the bed with J-hope holding my hands.I tried my best to control my tears and not be a mess,but I couldn't.
"Don't cry." he said.
"I know." I wiped my tears with the back of my hand."I'm trying."
"I'm sorry.I should have told you sooner."
I sat there in silence.I still didn't know what to do or say.I was just feeling horrible and I wanted to curl up in a little ball and cry my eyes out.
I took a deep breath and wiped away all the tears.I still have two days with him.Might as well be happy about it and not cry.
"I'm okay.We still have two days together."
He smiled and gave me a kiss on my forehead.You still have right now and two more days to hang out with him.
I cried just a few more tears and J-hope hugged me while patting my back.
I had told my mom that I was spending tonight and they next two days here because they were leaving.She perfectly understood and let me.
I laid down in bed with J-hope once more.I laid on my side,head on his chest,hugging him.I just wanted to hug him and tell him I love him as much as possible, but I didn't want to be clingy.
The room was dark and the only sound was the video game V and Savannah were playing.
I just wanted to fall asleep and for all of this to be a dream.That J-hope wasn't leaving and we could spend a lot of time together.
I got out my phone and put on some G-dragon.The song Crayon was on, which was great.It was what I needed right now.I sat up and danced with my hands and shoulders to the song.J-hope just laid there,I sat him up and moved his hands to the rhythm too.
We stood up and just decided to dance.I didn't know how to dance so I just made random moves.Meanwhile J-hope the dance expert was making some sweet moves.We were currently dancing to One Of A Kind.He was doing almost the exact dance G-Dragon did and I tried to follow along.
"Like this." J-hope said and showed me the dance.
I tried and I failed miserably.Facepalm.I kept trying when the same move came up and I THINK I did better each time.We danced for a while to G-dragon before I just put on my playlist named Kpop.
The first song was by GOT7.And it was a mid tempo song so I just tried my best to ride the rhythm.Hobi wasn't even trying he had everything under control.
Then Eyes, Nose, Lips came on by Taeyang.J-Hope put his arm on my waist and raised my left hand with his.I placed my hand on his shoulder.I didn't think this was the right dance for this song,but I just went along with it.
We spun in small circles slowly and gazed into each others eyes.I placed my head on his shoulder after a while and just enjoyed the song.
"You okay?" he asked.I nodded and looked up again."You look beautiful even when you cry."
I looked down at the floor hiding my blush.Ugh my heart.
He raised my head and made us touch foreheads."I love you."
He leaned down and made our lips connect.It was a soft kiss yet very meaningful.I pulled away. "I love you too."
After the song finished G-Dragon came on with That XX. We slow danced to this song too.