𝗠𝗘𝗟𝗔𝗡𝗖𝗛𝗢𝗟𝗬 ☄ norenmin (✓)

14

"ugh..."

renjun groaned as he sat up in his bed, harsh sunlight peeking inside the room to abuse his poor eyes. a slight hiss pushed past his lips as he adjusted himself on the soft matress, the aftermath of last night's actions dawning on his. he rubbed his bum gently, heat creeping to his cheeks as he remembered who was the cause of his sore bottom.

"jeno..."

he whispered to himself, a sheepish smile pulling at the corners of his lips as he thought about the beautiful yet anything but gentle boy. the blush on his cheeks deepened as he remembered how rough jeno was on him, fucking and abusing his body until he was on the verge of passing out.

god, it was so fucking amazing.

as renjun was busy reminiscing about yesternight's events, his boyfriend was staring up at the ceiling of their living room- unmoving. dried tear stains painted his slightly flushed cheeks, eyes red and puffy as a result of crying himself to sleep last night.

jaemin couldn't help but feel absolutely worthless.

he could still feel jeno's disinterested gaze on him, voice cold as ice as he told him to go away. leave them alone so he could fuck his boyfriend while jaemin could do nothing but listen. strands of pink fell across his eyes, the usual golden shine of those sparkly irises seemingly absent today.

hollow and hurt.

his ears perked up at the sound of renjun's feet pattering against the wooden floors. his footsteps were slow and slightly shaky. it sounded like he was limping. of course, jaemin thought- rolling his eyes to express his annoyance yet his heart was filled with pain and sorrow.

"nana? are you awake?", renjun's hoarse voice called out to him, almost in a whisper as he looked over to the pinkette. jaemin was quick to close his eyes, pretending to be in a deep slumber in hopes of driving the other away. renjun sighed, the morning jitters of jeno's last night's visit washing away as he looked down at his boyfriend.

he wasn't dumb.

he knew jaemin was crying.

his eyes trailed over the red splotches and tears covering the boy's pale face, nose pinkish in colour. to jaemin's surprise, renjun leant down to press a long kiss to his left cheek. he stayed there for a few seconds before proceeding to kiss each corner of his face, leaving nothing behind.

"i'm sorry."

he whispered, feeling regret as he could practically feel jaemin's heartbreak radiate off his sleeping form. unbeknowst to him, jaemin was very much awake. the pinkette was aware of all the emotions being poured into each kiss that landed on his face, heart clenching in a desperate attempt to leap out of his chest yet he stayed composed and continued to pretend.

pretend as if renjun's kisses meant nothing.

but they did.

they meant everything.

renjun moved away, taking one last glance at jaemin's sleeping form before walking away. as soon as he heard the bathroom door clicking shut, the pinkette's eyes flew open. pent up emotions began flowing out of him in the form of tears, rivers of sadness cascading down his cheeks.

his tears followed the rhythym of his beating heart as he listened to renjun wash away all traces of jeno.

──💧──

"dude, where the hell did you go last night? we were supposed to go to the opening of that new club down byv the river, remember?"

donghyuck questioned as he walked side by side with jeno, staring at the bruinette in curiousity. he caught sight of a fresh bruise painting the soft skin on jeno's left collarbone but thought nothing of it, used to seeing his best friend covered in hickies as a result of many one night stands.

jeno sighed, looking back at an unimpressed donghyuck before shaking his head. donghyuck rolled his eyes, not believing the audacity of the bruinette before landing a sharp smack to the back of his head. jeno yelped, eyes widening in disbelief as he stared back at donghyuck.

"what the hell was that for?!", he exclaimed, causing all heads to turn in their direction. jeno glanced around the hallway, making sure to glare at each individual in hopes of driving them away. it was no surprise it worked, seeing as no one wanted to get on his bad side.

one bad look and jeno could make your whole college expirience a living hell.

"acting like a whore while i had to stay back home and watch frozen 2 with my little cousin for SEVEN TIMES IN A ROW! IN A FUCKING ROW, JENO!", donghyuck
screamed, wanting nothing more than to cut the male's dick off for leaving him for dead.

"fuck. i'm sorry, okay?", jeno exclaimed, desperately dodging donghyuck's hits. the sun kissed male huffed, finally stopping his attack on the bruinette. "thank you.", jeno stated, carefully lowering his arms as he stopped defending himself.

"was it any good?"

"was what any good?"

"the sex, you idiot.", donghyuck rolled his eyes, amazed at his friend's abilty to act dumb.

"oh."

jeno's heartbeat fastened as he thought about last night's events, regret filling his system. he could still feel renjun's small hands gripping his biceps as he fucked deep into him. his body still remembered the feeling of the small male's hole clenching around his dick, the high he expirienced once finally reaching his limit and releasing into renjun.

he felt absolutely disgusting.

disgusting beacuse he couldn't believe he actually enjoyed having sex with a man.

"nah,"

he waved his hand nonchalantly, as if brushing it off as something insignificant.

"it was mediocre, to say the least."

lie.

it was most probably one of the best sexual expiriences he had ever participated in, if not the best.

donghyuck stared at him for a few seconds, sensing there wasn't much truth to what his friend was claiming. he looked away, shaking his suspicions away for the time being. suddenly, his eyes widened in excitement as he spotted a familiar figure walking towards the library just a few feet away from them.

"yah! mark lee!"

said male turned around, his own heart palpitating as he noticed the sun kissed male running towards him.

leaving jeno to arrange his own confusing thoughts and self loathing all by himself.