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Y/N POV

I have been feeling like shit!

Some days are better than others, I know the guys are worried but don't say anything about it.

That damn doorbell gives me so much anxiety that I have been debating whether I should rip it off or smash the shit out of it.

I am so tired of feeling this paralyzing fear every time it rings.

I hate feeling so weak and vulnerable, I  hate it!

The only thing that has helped me calm down so quickly is Jimin, Tae, and Kookie.

Once they notice I am frozen and am having an anxiety attack they comfort me, either by rubbing my back in circles or cuddling me, always saying something sweet.

Their scent and their arms wrapped tightly around me seem to be the remedy.

For some reason, I feel so comforted and safe in their arms. 

Like nothing bad will reach me there.

I know they all have questions and are wondering what the heck is wrong with me, but I am not ready to speak about it.

Thankfully they don't ask questions and respectfully give me space to calm down.

Which just makes me feel even worse, these attacks leave me so tired and spent that I always end up falling asleep on them or something.

Which leaves the work responsibly of the store to Namjoon and Jin to do the cooking.

Every time I try to apologize they completely brush it off.

So as a reward I decided that we should take half-day off and have a picnic by the lake.

They have been so helpful, supportive, and hard-working that they deserve a reward.

The guys are working while setting a big blanket on the grass, a few towels in case they want to take a swim.

Back in the kitchen, I decide to make their favorite foods.

I have learned that they like many things, some of those are popcorn chicken bites, and Kimbap, which is like sushi rolls but Korean style and without the raw fish, so with the help of youtube, I made a few different kinds.

Fruits, nuts pita chips, and humus as well as a few different types of sandwiches are added to the menu.

Looking at the insane amount of food I have made, I feel proud.

This is going to be an epic picnic, and knowing the guys no food will be left behind.

I set a  few things on the picnic blanket before going to the basement to get the guys.

As I walk in they are all concentrating on their tasks at hand, they look so cute working so hard.

"Guys it's time for lunch," I announce.

They all cheer happily at the mention of food.

"My stomach has been growling from all the amazing smells that are coming off the kitchen," Jin says as he rubs his flat belly.

"My mouth is watering," Hobi says as he licks his slips.

"Guys put everything away and follow me," I say vaguely before I head upstairs.

They all seem a bit confused but do as told, soon after they are all making their way to the kitchen.

Seeing me take the food outside they follow.

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