No other - TeukChul

Doraemon ~

Beep Beep Beep Beep...!

 

"AAAAH! I finally fell asleep why you decided to ring now!" he started hitting the alarm clock to make it stop ringing. He couldn't sleep all night, and he had been going through this for years now, but it has been a few months since his insomnia started getting worse.

 

He spent his nights in his bed scrolling through Twitter and watching series; not because he wanted to, but he was so afraid of falling asleep that he did everything he could to distract himself. His anxiety was the worst thing he has been facing from a young age; it all started with school when being bullied was his worst enemy there. 

 

Even though he was feeling exhausted after coming back home every single day from work that took all of his energy during the day, he had to pretend being strong and happy and never let anyone know that he's suffering with his mental health.

 

Manager Choi and the directors overloaded him with work and tasks daily, he couldn't say no because it's his job.

 

"I miss hangeng..." he murmured as he took out his phone to call him but suddenly manager Choi knocked on the door to notify him that it's time for the fan meeting. Ah... I'll just call him after I go back home... He thought drawing a sad expression on his face.

 

Hangeng is one of his best friends, he hadn't seen him nor contacted him for months. He has been so busy with concerts, fan meetings, and excessive amount of work at the company and practicing for almost all day every day...

 

 

Oppa do aegyo!

OPPA YOU ARE SO GOOD LOOKING! 

Oppa! I love you! 

Oppa where is donghae? 

Oppa can you do a sexy pose? 

Oppa can you sing me this song? 

Sign me this album too please oppa. 

Leeteuk where is hyukjae, why aren't you collaborating lately? 

Oppa can you do this can you do that...

Oppa… oppa… oppa........ 

 

He put a smile on his face during the fan meeting while responding to the fans’ questions and all the things they asked him to do as if nothing was wrong. He could pretend to be okay pretty well that nobody noticed his bad mood or anxiety, his depression or anything he was feeling then. 

 

"Hey jungsoo!" it was that one fanboy's turn now to talk to leeteuk. 

"Hey!" Leeteuk smiled bright hiding all his dark feelings behind it. 

"Are you okay, jungsoo?" Heechul asked and asked to hold leeteuk's hands. 

Teuk agreed and gently held his hands "I'm great!" he said while smiling but his eyes were saying something else. 

"I know you're not, teuk" Heechul replied and locked his fingers with teuk's while carefully looking at him.

"You don't want me to do anything like everyone else?" Leeteuk asked as he looked at his eyes too, focused making sure his fanboy is comfortable.