A Chance To Change

Unbelievable

My hands start to shake uncontrollably and I can feel my legs start to give out from under me, I start to feel burning hot tears run down my cheeks. As I stumbled to my bed all I could think about was how I would lose everything that I worked hard for, I would lose my freedom and everything that I did to make sure he could never find me. All my dreams burned up into flames right before my very eyes, I landed on my bed flat on my back, I took long and deep steady breaths as I tried to calm my self down. Finally I just thought of something, he technically did not say that he new where I was just that he would see me soon, he did not say where I actually was. I felt the clamp release from my chest as I relaxed more, I would be ready for him if he ever tried to come after me, I would be more prepared than I was in high school. This man was never ever going to invade and destroy my life ever again, I was so done of hiding every where I went I am strong and I am not going to let this ruin me. As I sat up on my bed I put my phone on my night stand and pushed play on my Netflix and finished off the pizza I had left, I walked into my bathroom to brush my teeth. When I came back out I cuddled up in my bed and turned off the lights so I could get some rest, tomorrow I would finally be able to go to the beach.

I woke up with sun blazing through my window, I lifted the covers off of me as I got out of bed and walked to my closet to get my swim suit on. I decided on a nice teel bikini that I had got as a graduation gift before I left Houston, I slipped it on and grabbed a pair of shorts and a white thin sweater. I grabbed a small purse that was big enough for all of my valuables. As I closed the door to my room I heard someone say. 

"Where are you going?" I turned around and saw Tyler with a smirk on his face. 

"Where does it look like I am going." I said with a really your asking me that question tone. 

"Oh this is a hard one... the beach." He said with a sarcastic tone in his voice.

"Good job you passed." I said as I turned to walk to the elevator. I hear him jog up to my side. 

"Can I help you?" I said with a annoyed tone.

 "Yes I was wondering if I could come to the beach with you?" He asked.

 I looked at what he was wearing and said. "So you swim in jeans."

 He looks down at what he is wearing. "No I was just wondering if I could hangout with you sometime." He said shoving his hands in his pockets.

 "Sorry, its just I got out of a really bad relationship so I am going to stay out of the dating field for a little while." I said with a shrug of my shoulder's.

 "Well I said hangout I did not say anything about a date." He said with know it all smile.

 "Good point." I said.

"So can I come and hangout with you?" He asked me in a hopeful tone. 

"Maybe some other time." I said with a I am sorry smile.

"Okay." He said sadly as he turned to walk away.

 "See ya Tyler." I said waving goodbye to him. 

He turned around and waved goodbye to me and gave me a half smile before he went into his room,I sighed deeply and made my way to the elevators. 

I clicked the button and the big doors slowly slid open, I walked in and clicked on the bottom floor button, when they opened up again I walked to the metal gate that lead to the beach, I pushed it open and closed it after I got through it. I took a deep breath of the salt air and I took off my flip flops. The sand was nice and warm under my feet and I walked around trying to find the perfect spot to lay down my towel,once I did that I laid my towel down and took of my shorts and sweatshirt. I grabbed my sunblock out of my purse and started to rub it on my arms, legs, and my face, after I finished layering my ten pounds of sunblock on I just thought I should sit on my towel for my sunblock to dry before I go in. I laid down and just imagined my self living like this for the time I am here for school, I bet I will finally get some color on my cottage cheese color of skin.