idk what am i doing but i am not allowing myself to have a screen time kase sobrang sakit talaga ng mata ko but i have no other choice:/
this past few days, no... this past few weeks, I never get happier. parang patikim lang ba sa saya yung mga panahong gusto kong magbike, magbadminton tas eto na naman ako nakakulong na naman sa lungkot or whatevs
dati im super productive like kapag dadating na ang exam week, the week before non nagreready na ko but ngayon? weekends before the exam tsaka ako nagaral? like wtf is wrong w me?
ngayon tinamad na ko sa lahat ng bagay idk if it is sadness, depression but im sure this is not that or just pure laziness. or all of the above
everyday, i hope things will go better tomorrow but bunch of tomorrows have passed but things never get better.
thoughts keep flowing into this tiny head and words really cant express what im feeling rn + my eyes hurt na after 3 mins of typing this
may 23, 2021- sunday
10:30 pm
