𝙐𝙉𝙏𝙊𝙇𝘿 𝙏𝙍𝙐𝙏𝙃 | ᴛᴀᴇᴊɪɴᴋᴏᴏᴋ

CH 41

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He walked there alone...in the dark...looking for someone who isn't meant to be his...for someone who was never supposed to be his...

He looked around for him but it was dark...the silence...the dark was eating him...he looked over his shoulder as he heard footsteps coming towards him

He turned around when the lights turned on, the person who he was looking for was standing there, in front of him. They both stated at eachother without saying anything. He decided to take steps closer to him

When he was close enough, he stared again..the both males was staring deep into eachother but it didn't just felt like staring in his eyes but it felt like that someone, that person was looking straight into his soul

Why did he came here in the first place? The answer is that He don't know...his feet dragged him here even after so many threats he received from his brain but he listened to his heart

Was it a mistake? Was coming here a mistake? He thought it was but seeing the Male in front of him made him Forget everything, everything that he wasn't suppose to, there are Always some things you should never forget

But he can't make his heart stop beating for this man, no matter how much he break him...he's sure the guy at least loved him just thinking about that didn't made his heart stop loving him

Its true...he hate him but he loves him more than hating him...this isn't how things should have been, honestly...if only they would be honest with eachother or if they wouldn't have met, nothing like this would have happened

He wouldn't have got broken like this, his wouldn't have got crushed like he was nothing but something, a part of him still felt special, still wanted to just embrace the other and never let him go

But can he do that? No it felt... wrong...totally wrong like none of this should have happened, he shouldn't have raised his hopes. He shouldn't have thought that the happiness, the love he was craving for has stepped in his life and understood later that it only stepped in only to crush it

...

"Why did you call me here today?" Jin asked as he broke the staring contest, which felt like one

"There was some questions that were unanswered and I wanted to know the true and honest answer..." Taehyung reply

"And what is that question supposed to be about?" Jin ask as he raise a brow, wow! His acting skills have been improved. He can make taehyung Believe that all of this doesn't matter to him anymore, he can make taehyung Believe that he don't love him anymore, he can make Taehyung Believe that he's not broken Inside which is all white lies

"There aren't much of them but I hope...that you'll reply honestly?" Taehyung said

"Am I suppose to be honest with the person who just always lied to me and nothing?" Jin ask

Taehyung bit his lips and Close his eyes as he take a deep breath and when he open those angelic eyes that held so much pain in them...no...ofcourse no that eyes don't deserve what they are bearing, he weekly smile to hide the fact that he's very...very is not a proper word to describe how hurt he is

"Maybe if you could do it then we'll be okay for the rest Alone..." Taehyung said

Jin furrow, what did he meant by that? Is he going to leave him forever? He would never do that, right? But its something that should have happened a long time ago so things wouldn't have gotten this far "Just ask already, I don't have the whole day for you"

He do...he can just left everything to be with him but he can't do this in reality, right? It's was just a dream...a dream in which he was living happily with Taehyung without even knowing what's coming for him...he didn't wanted to wake up from that dream but someone came and slapped him hard so that he could came back to reality and that person was none other than Taehyung himself

He sometimes wonder how would it be like if Taehyung wouldn't had have that night mare that day? Would he never  to know everything? Would the things be different now? He don't really have the answer to the first question but he knows that Ofcourse it would, he would be still living in that dream happily while taehyung would be waiting for it to break.

And he don't mind leaving in that dream forever but he's already awake...if he go back to sleep would he get the same dream again? Or it will be a nightmare that will present the truth to him? He's already awake and told everything to everyone and there's no way he can go in the past

He never thought that things would be so change over night and it's not like he regret those memories with Taehyung, he promised to himself that he'll keep it as it's precious more than gold even though he can't even held it, no he can't Cause it's only in his head

It was like he was being drowned in the sea and he was helpless, there's no one who can save him cause the one who had promised to do so is the one drowning him, that's unfair... isn't? It totally it...why was his trust suppose to be broken? Did he really never deserved that happiness he was receiving? It was all temporary after all...but why he wouldn't guess that?

...

The words that left Taehyung's lips wasn't the one Seokjin was expecting actually he didn't expected any but he didn't thought that one of the question's would be this...that this question would be the starting

"Do you love me?" Taehyung said as he paused as he stepped closer "Please give me an honest answer...please seokjin..."

He should have atleast catched a hint so he would have been prepared for all this right now, so he would tell taehyung That no...no he don't love him anymore But what can he do? His heart isn't listening to him...

But still he wanted to Shout his lungs out, he wanted to tell taehyung how much he loves him but would it be the right decision? After doing that... would he be ready to let the other go?

He wanted to give all of him, he was ready to give all of him to this guy but that doesn't matter now...it doesn't...not at all he is suppose to say and do what he didn't mean at all

His heart was racing, shouting, telling him to just say the 3 words that he's keeping in himself for too long but on the Other hand, his brain was telling him to do what's right, was telling him to just lie and get out of this mess

But its not a sin...it's not a crime to tell someone how much he loves the other person, right? That's what seokjin believed till now...just till now

He should just give in...he should let his heart take the control or is it wrong? Is it the brain which is suppose to be the one he should listen to?

It's his heart...his emotions so why would it not Listen to him?

Just...why not?

Do that he hate him too? Do they? He should just answer now...the answer that will slip from his tongue and he will decide it later that he'll regret it or not

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