𝙐𝙉𝙏𝙊𝙇𝘿 𝙏𝙍𝙐𝙏𝙃 | ᴛᴀᴇᴊɪɴᴋᴏᴏᴋ

CH 42

Sorry

"Do you love me?"

"What do you think?" Jin ask

"I don't know..." V said

"Well, I do...and I know that's foolish of me but that's a fact" Jin said with a shrug. V smiled but it didn't reached his eyes, he was sad yet happy

"Remember...when you said that can be together forever?" V ask

Jin let out a dry chuckle "Yeah... we talked about for forever, but we only destroyed eachother mercilessly"

What can Taehyung possibly say now? All he know is that all of this is only his fault and he have no right to say anything to Seokjin but the love he have for the older can not be forgotten, can not be forbidden...it can not

All he wants is to embrace the older and never let him go, he knows it is selfish of him to keep the older all to himself but he want to keep him away from all the intrigues like Jungkook always did but Taehyung ruined everything

"Hyung...I always wonder...if Seokjin is really your friend from childhood that how come I never knew that you had a friend called that?" V asked Innocently

Jk smiled "because Jin Hyung is the most precious to me...he's an angel that needs to stay away from all that bad people, I didn't wanted dad...or anyone to know about him...to hurt him...he was always, he always treated me as his little brother as he didn't had one...without knowing everything about me, he gave me soo much love,...supported me...,. comforted me... without even asking me, without even knowing which family I belonged to...I never talked with him about our family, only told him that I have a little brother who is so childish and whiny...I never thought, imagined that you'll end up to be his life partner but...nothing is decided just yet...even though what I tried my best for so many years that he won't know many things about me...it can all be revealed now but I don't care anymore...as long as you both will be happy, I'll be the happiest...no truth can be Hidden forever...it is meant to reveal one day and that day is close...regret is the most painful thing...you can't change what you did in the past but you can make your future better, love is supposed to not carry any secret...it sure gives you pain...but it also gives you the best memories you can think of...do not lose his trust v...just abandoned me...if Jin finds out everything, just forget about me just for once...and you'll be happy with him without any regret--"

"That's not true...my whole life will be filled with regret if I couldn't protect you" v said as he still denied Jungkook's suggestion more like a order

"It's me who's supposed to take care of you and I want to complete my responsibilities--"

"Suppose...you are only suppose to do that, there are many things that is suppose to happen in this world but never does so"

"Just promise me one thing taehyung...you won't ever let Jin go...that you won't ever hurt him"

V kept quite cause he can't promise that but he needs to, to make his hyung at ease "I promise hyung..." It was only like a wisper

...

I am gonna break that promise...i am sorry hyung, v thought

"You love me...that was the only thing I needed to know..." V said

"Huh? You just called me here for just this?" Jin ask Unbelievably

Taehyung shake his head "There I Something not much important than this but...the reason I came here"

"And what is that?" Jin ask uninterested but he wasn't though, he was just trying to show that he was and he seemed to be succeeding smoothly

V took steps closer to Jin, to which Jin got confused

"I am really sorry for everything I did...I know I won't be able to mend your heart...I am sorry and thank you for everything" v said

Is he going to leave Jin? Jin's mind started to run wth thousands on Questions in them
That's not possible, if Taehyung lobes him...he would never do that, never...

What took him by shock was what Taehyung did next, his heart broke again today by the same person but why does it still love him? Stupid...how stupid he is...he's a fool...

Taehyung turned Jin around and he put his arm on his neck and put a gun on the side of his forehead, Jin panicked

"What are you doing?" Jin ask

"I am dearly sorry Jin...but I have to do this no matter what...it's the best I can do for us right now..." V said

"Have you lost your mind!?" Jin Shouted

"I propably did..." V said, Jin tried to get free from his grip only for it to tighten More "Just come with me..."

"I won't!" Jin shouted

"Jin please!" V Shouted back as tears dripped from his eyes like a fountain

He didn't wanted to do this as well...he never intended to do this but he have...and he believes that he made a good decision, he don't regret it...not at all

After all no matter what, sooner or later...he need to pay for the sins he never did but it's in his fate, what can he do?

I promised to protect you Jin...let me do it just...for the last time, v thought and mumbled that only turtles can hear "I love you from all my heart..."

End of chapter 42

Sorry for my bad English, do you understand what's happening?😅 Taehyung is not bad...just remember that, ok? And I wrote a new story called 'i'm becoming yours - jinrene' I hope you'll check it out and that, you'll like it enough to support my book and thank you for supporting me till now, hehe I love you 😍🙈