Drugged Coma

Stress Purchases

Today at work was long. My manger didn't let up at all. Sometimes I wish I could just kick his ass. He's such a jerk. I understand he's going through a divorce but damn, do you have to breath down everyone's spine. "Aye Devon." What the hell I'm just trying to leave work, who's calling me? I turn around to see that it's my homie Tay calling me. "What's up bro?" I say snotty, because I'm so tired of this shit place. "You trying to buy?" He asked knowing I'd always say yeah.

Rehab really didn't help me. My mom put me in because I kind of busted her car up when I was high. Rehab was hell, I got through it though. It was tough to go throw that I had so many withdrawals from to many drugs. But with all the staff help I did it and got out. Now here I am buying drugs all over again.

"What you got today for me?" Curiously asking, because he always gots something different, and I'm not afraid to try all the new shit he has.

I'm not sure why, I think I do it to lessen the stress I've been having lately in life or it's just because I have way to much money. I really haven't figured it out.

"The usual tonight man. Nothing new, so are you gonna buy?" "Yeah man, I got to drive home though." "I feel you but seems like you've been having a shitty day." "Yeah your right on that, shit let me get some hydros and Xanax." "You want the school bus for the Xanax?" "Duh nigga, hurry up I'm tired of being around this hell hole." "Ight man here, I'm closing up tonight with Kyle." "Tell Kyle I love him and I'll see him when I get home, I just had to really get out of there." "Ight see ya man."

Finally he's gone. I really am trying to get away from Best Buy. I love it there but lately it's been over stressful. I pull my phone out to text my boyfriend. "Hey babe I'm about to drive off. I'm sorry I didn't bye, just really stressed had to get out of there. I'll see you when you get home." He replies back instantly. "It's okay be safe, please pick some hot fries and a blue monster for me." "Okay, have fun closing stinker." "I will I love you Devon." I'm glad to have him in my life. I instantly feel way less stressed. But I mean after dating for almost more than 2 years how can't I be happy with someone like him.

I walk over to the Parkers across the street to get what he wanted. He's such a fatty. Like that's the only thing he snack on. I swear he could live of just that. I'm not complaining though. I grab what he wants and a water for me. I find water to be nice with pills. When I mix any other drink with pills I can never either hold them down or get the full effect from them. I walk back to my car. I sit in there for awhile. Open my water and take a sip. Turn the heat on, due to the fact the weather is being bipolar and it's like 13° right now. I turn the radio on, plug the aux cord into my phone and blast some dubstep. I pull out the pills. Thank god Tay always gives me the high dosages. So I pop the hydros first. I just love that numb feeling or love not feeling the pain in my back that I got from wrestling. Then the Xanax. I can't really describe the feeling I get from them but I get like really dumb from them if that helps.