Interdite. [Ben Shapiro x Reader smut]

What if

"What are you doing?" Ben says as you peek out of the bedroom door, looking left to right to make sure no one notices anything. You carefully close and lock the door behind you.
"I just wanted us to be ourselves for a minute!;" you say, sitting on the big, King-sized bed beside Ben. "What's wrong with that?" you continue.
"Nothing... There's absolutely nothing wrong with that." Ben softly speaks. You feel his warm hand reaching to yours as he gently kisses it. It's been ages since you felt his touch. Just him doing that sent shivers down your spine. Imagine if it went all the way?

"I don't understand why fate would let us meet, knowing that we could never be together." a sigh of sadness came out of his words. He couldn't deny reality. His fingers were touching your hair, tucking the brown strands away from your eyes and behind your ear. He slowly moves his hand down to caress your already-blushing cheek.
"Then, why don't we just make the best of what we have now?" you questioned, laughing down in sorrow.
His eyebrows furrowed as he softly shares a chuckle. You couldn't help but gaze at his eyes, and you couldn't help but notice that his eyes were only fixed at your plump lips. His fingertips moved down your chin. Your heart could only race as he brings you closer to him. You could only feel your eyes close and your heart drop as his lips meet yours. Nothing feels better than this. You wrap your hand around his neck as they slowly move down to his chest. His arms are wrapped around your waist, pulling you closer and closer. It's like his body is saying 'Don't leave me.
Your hands rest on his arms. His thumb traces your lip as he pulls away. Ben looses his tie as he's already out of breath. Love can make you feel like you just ran a marathon.
"I thought I would never kiss you again..." he whispers.

You get up from the bed, "We need to stop playing it safe," your voice echoes as you go and dim the lights. His eyes are still fixed on you as you come sit at him on the bed.
"Not if it means risking you" "not if it means losing you..." he worryingly added. You not in his life is just a thing he couldn't picture.
You lustfully gaze at his eyes while your hands loose his tie even more, "But, I missed you" your delicate voice whispered as your hand was touched by Ben's. "What are you hinting at?" he looks down at you as he confusingly laughs.
"I'm not hinting at anything!" you sarcastically say as your hands move down his tie to his crotch. You could already feel him hard through his suit pants. Which turns you on even more.
Ben quickly pushes away your hand embarrassingly. He wasn't aware that you saw his visible lust towards you.
"N-no sweetheart, Don't do that..." his nervousness was noticeable. Your relationship with him hasn't gone that far yet. But it will.
"Ben..." your soft fingertips go up and down his thigh, "you clearly want it."
-"Baby... This is wrong..."
="What's the point of hiding it when nobody's around?"

It only took a few words from you for Ben to surrender. He has little self-control around you. You twirl his tie around your hand as you grabbed it to kiss him. He's clearly startled by the manner, and you're clearly wasting no time. He pulls you by the waist to his lab, in which you could feel his 'excitement' pumping. You try pulling back away from the kiss to breathe but he doesn't let you. You remove his tie out of the way; then you start unbuttoning his shirt. "You think you're the boss," he says pulling back, "But both you and I know who's in control."

TBC