𝐒𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐃 (billie eilish)

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐄𝐍

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐖𝐞𝐬𝐭 / 𝐏𝐎𝐕

So, I got the job.

It's been a whole week since I did my "audition" and they were so excited for me to work there, so I'm too. They told me I would start in a week and there is only one day left for my big night in Los Angeles.

Murphy is the kindest person I have ever worked with, she has called me several times to refine details about my opening night and has given me a lot of tips so that everything goes perfectly.

Yesterday I went shopping again, I bought a wide variety of outfits and it is only because I am quite indecisive.

So I will need all the help I can get to put together some outfits for my opening night. I spoke with Elena earlier, so we could facetime, and I could show her my picks, but today she has to work, so I have no choice but to send her only pics.

I find myself alone on a Friday night in my room with dimmed lights, trying on 50 thousand combinations of thongs, bras and corsets to find the perfect outfit. I take a picture of myself in front of the mirror every time I put together a different outfit so I can send it to El.

Location by Khalid now playing.

While listening to my sexy playlist, I try on various fits and I notice my semi-naked body in front of the mirror. The truth is that I'm in love with this lingerie, especially with this black corset that makes my breasts look huge and my waist very small. I feel too sexy.

"At times I wonder why I fool with you, but this is new to me, this is new to you... Initially, I didn't wanna fall for you. Gather my attention, it was all for you, so don't take advantage, don't leave my heart damaged, to understand that things go a little bit better when you plan it, oh... " I sing along and dance around in my room.

I take some hotter photos, and while I do it I just think of Billie.

I sit on my knees on the floor in front of the mirror and arrange my hair to take a picture. One of my hands is on my thigh and I bite my lip to make it even more sensual. I can't believe how good this corset makes my breasts look. I could sell these pics, for sure.

How crazy would I be if I sent this to Billie? I really want to kiss those full lips again but she hasn't even talked to me for two weeks. It is clear that she is busy with Tour but before she left 'SHE' kiss the fuck out of me, and then leaves as if nothing had happened?

This makes me a little irritated, and when I am irritated I do stupid things, so I enter our conversation and start writing.

*fucking bitch why did you kiss me and now you don't talk to me!!!*

I write it but then I delete it.

*I want to kiss your p...* I laugh so hard.

No no no, that's too much. I giggle.

Maybe I just have to send her a photo of my outfit, I choose the last photo I take and move my finger indecisively on the send button, do I do it or not?

Fuck no.

Suddenly I hear the front door slam shut and I startle, I bring my hands and phone to my chest, then I remember that it is time for my mother to get home from work.

I quickly take off my corset and put on a large shirt and shorts to go down to see her.

I carefully open my door and start to go down the stairs in silence to surprise her, but halfway there I start to hear another voice.

"Are you sure your daughter isn't home?" A man's voice says, and I put my hand to my mouth in surprise.

She doesn't respond, but the sounds I'm hearing tell me why.