CHAPTER 14 Leukemia

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LISA POV

I can't help looking at them like a couple when the truth is that kai is still courting her. I got up and go to uncle jojo.

"Oh, lisa" Uncle Jojo said and approach me with a hug.

"How are you?" He asked.

"Not fine" I sat on his couch.

"So, Our Manoban is BROKEN?" He ask. I smirk and lower my head.

"You thought that im not aware about YOU AND JENNIE but i am. I know every single thing the two of you do and also i know that her ex came back ." He stated and sat beside me.

"So that's the reason, right?" He ask. I nod and face him.

"I just realize that maybe she still loves him. I am just a transferee who annoy her and court her. Unlike her ex, he made jennie happy and made her fall in love for the first time." I stated looking so sad.

"Then you should find it out" He said and stand up.

"You should find out if she still loves him or she loves you" He said and sit on his chair.

"But what if..." He cut me off.

"No what ifs manoban, just try and have hope" He advice. I hope that im the first, i hope that im the person she truly loves and... I hope i am him. I nod and bid my goodbye. I go to my class which is science, one of my favorite subject because i want to be a doctor. Since i was diagnose having a leukemia... Yes, i have leukemia. While there's no cure for leukemia, it is possible to treat the cancer to prevent it coming back but it depends on a range of factor to success. There is 65.8% of survival rate but not totally survive but to live more 5 years after diagnosis. So, the truth is that there is low survival rate for us who have CLL or leukemia.

We discovered it when i was 18 exactly on my debut. We are all shocked and devastated about it, they all cry but im just sitting watching them to cry. Im not dead but they all cry like there's no tomorrow, i can't blame them also i can't blame myself or God or my friends... I can't blame anyone. That's the reason why i always eat salad, fish, whole grain and legumes, low fat, high protein foods and low fat dairy. I start my medication, the doctor advice to take Chemotherapy but i told to dad and mom that i don't want to loose hair. The doctor said that if i continue a good diet and avoid smoke, alcoholic drinks or foods that might tigger then i will be fine.

I start having fever, weakness, losing weight, nosebleed sometimes i puke and having tiny red spots on my skin. So, i start my routine. I start eating healthy foods, drink my medicine and play sports that will help me to gain strength. I never thought it will be hard but time goes by and we use to it.  When i was a child, i used to homeschool because im kinda sick and yeah... Turn out im REALLY SICK. I don't know what to do and what to feel. At that time, i just want to live my life to the fullest. Go to school, have friends and if i find someone... Then fall in love. I never thought that my first love will be hard... Maybe i will leave the world sad. But as long as, jennie is okay and happy then i am happy too. If God will give me a chance, i will make her mine and be a doctor so i will find the cure.

I got my senses back when i heard Seulgi.

"Lis! Right here" She said and i notice. I walk towards them not minding that jennie and kai is talking... Actually flirting. I just glance and sat beside Seulgi.

"Painful in your eyes?" Jisoo pat me at the back flirting with rosé.

"A little" I said and took the book i love.

"Give up and find another girl" Ten told me.

"Yah! Instead of giving up. Help her" Jeongyeon said playing her pen.

"It will waste our time, especially when jennie still love that bullshit" Jimin stated.

"You know, we can kidnap him and throw him" Bambam said and because of their stupidity, they all nod.

"What?! Come on guys, dont think such thing like that" I said with my furrowed brows.

"Then stop being stupid lisa" Wendy said. I just shrug and start reading again when i thought something...

"Why are you all here?" I asked. Why they are here?

"Oww, the sched of the teachers change" Seulgi answered.

"2 or 3 subjects... We will be classmate" Moonbyul said and shake me so hard. The book fell, im about to get it when someone took it.

"Thanks" I said without looking at her.

"Are you okay?" She asked.

"Yeah" I reply coldly. She nod and go to her seat again. I notice that i didn't take my med so i excuse myself and drink it secretly. I go back and the class start.

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AU POV

They all go to the parking lot except lisa because she's going to read something in the library.

"Aish, i don't understand stephen hawkins" She sigh in disappointment.

"Can i help you?" Someone ask her and she automatically look up and saw the brunette wearing her gummy smile. She just nod and look quickly to the book.

"So, what's wrong?" Jennie ask.

"I just reading big bang theory" She answered.

"So the smarty having a trouble" Jennie said jokingly but Lisa stay quiet. Jennie gulp and ask her.

"Are we okay?" She asked. Lisa look at her blankly.

"What do you think?" Lisa ask back.

"Were not" The brunette hold her hand.

"Im sorry, kai is really..." Lisa cut her off.

"If you're just talking about him again then i don't think i need your help anymore." She stated backing away.

"Are you angry because of him?" Jennie ask seriously.

"I told you jennie, if you are going to ask me about him then just go or if you want im the one who will go" Lisa said and stand up fixing her things. Before she exit the library she tell something to jennie.

"I'll just go. Im used to adjust for him" She said and left jennie alone in the library.

So here's the update everyone. I hope all of you is happy reading this book. Thank you for love and support and also patience for waiting. I love you all🤘

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