Everyday With You

CHAPTER 24

LISA POV

LOVE. I never doubt love, I trust it, I believe in it. I saw my parents how they love eachother, how everyday they still the same, they still in love and fall deeper to eachother... each and every day. Love can be express in different way like; showing efforts, feel them that they are the only person in your life, marry them, make love with them and Trust them... Well, just like what i've told to all of you. What Me and Jennie have... Is not LOVE... Is not FUCKING LOVE!!.

IRENE POV

We are now following jennie to her house. Luckily, her parents is not home.

"Jennie Ruby Jane Kim!" I shout to get her attention. She just walk upstair and lock her door but i stuck my hands and push it hard.

"What the fuck?!! So now, you are going to ignore us?!" I feel my blood boiling although everytime it always happen but now! I can feel it.

"Guys please, im tired" She said and i can feel that she is really tired but... I dont care!!.

"I dont fucking care!! What gotten in your that you kiss your ex infront of everyone especially infront of LISA!" I know that I'm so mad right now but i want to discuss it to her. NOW.

"You dont know anything. So please, leave me alone" She said and sat down to her bed. Nayeon and Rosé nod and pull me outside but i remove my hands from them.

"My GOD Jennie Kim!! Tell us the reason. I dont want to leave this room looking at you as a bad person" I said slightly shouting. She look up and stood up.

"You want to know the truth?! Kai is sick. HE.IS.FUCKING.SICK." She said exaggerating every word. I keep myself calm now and let her tell everything.

"I can't let him die miserable. He wants me... So bad. The last time we talked on phone was when i told him that Lisa and Me is official. Then i receive a news from Krystal, she is crying and sobbing. Although im still mad at her i still answer the call. She say sorry to me until she ask me some favor." She said looking at the floor.

"She... Ask me to love him. To give my time to him. Kai have a colon cancer. The doctor said that he doesn't want to have an operation. Krystal told me that he is drinking in the bar, smoking and doing things that made his life shorter" She said crying. How come?

"I can't let him die because of me. He still show his kindness and efforts towards me" She added.

"But that doesn't mean you need to hurt and hide everything to Lisa. Remember Jennie, SHE.IS.YOUR.GIRLFRIEND" I confront. She stood up and look at me.

"You cant understand. I love Lisa but i can't let him die... And if he does, I want him to be happy because im there by his side!" She said confronting to me.

"Girls, we can talk calmly" Nayeon said but i dont care. Rosie hold my hand and say "Yes unnies, keep calm".

"I dont care! Okay?! Jennie here we go again. Your stupidity is functioning again. So what?! Are you gonna leave and break up with lisa because he is sick?!" I said shouting infront of her.

"Do you think i want it?! Do you think i have a choice?! Even his parents begged to me just to stay at him!" She said broking and cracking her voice because sobbing.

"And do you think that Lisa is okay right now?! Do you think that shes happy seeing how her girlfriend kissing her ex and the main reason is because her ex have a cancer!!!" Oh God i cant control myself anymore.

"Ire-ne, i- don-t kn-ow! Bu-t i can-'t lea-ve hi-m!" She said and break down.

"All she did is to LOVE YOU" I said and point to her. I shook my head and leave them. I can't stand how she always stuck in this kind of situation and i can't even talk to her nicely because i also feel guilty for lisa. I just... I can't.

AU POV

(Play Falling By Harry Styles)

If life is a mess that words best describe how she felt right now. Lisa, she is now driving home and as soon as she park her car she immediately go to her room as the squad follow her that made her parents worry. She enter the room and destroy everything she cant see and touch. She is crying... Sobbing. She cant take the pain anymore. She destroy her computer and punch it until her fist hand produce a blood. The squad and her parents open the door. They are all shocked especially Lia who's watching from behind. She still punch the computers until seulgi and jisoo hold her arm and hug her.

"Lisa... Shhh. It's okay. We are here" Jisoo said feeling her tears about to fall because of the state of her friend.

"We will never leave you" Seulgi added. They all looked down because they can't even help their friend. Lisa's parents approach her and hug her.

"What happened?" Her Dad asked. She look up seeing her friends and her family. She cry more.

"I cant... Seeing all of you my weakest part" She said and shook her head. Her mom kiss her forehead.

"We saw it before, it's okay to feel it again. We all have weak spot" She said.

"So? Its about her, right?" Her Mom asked. She nod and cry again remembering the scene.

"I can-'t lo-se he-r. I can-'t even thou-ght tha-t sh-e ca-n chea-t" She said sobbing. Her parents look so sad regretting trusting Jennie.

"I-" Lisa is about to talk again when she collapse on her parents arm. The team panic but her parents told them that she's okay. They all go upstair and tell every little detail that happened.