Wednesday
LISA POV
Care, Affection, Attraction, Obsession, Infatuation.... Love. All of that words exist for some reason, particularly to know the difference, to know what is true love but there is one thing i realize... What Me and Jennie have... Is not Love.
I woke up feeling exhausted, my body feels lazy, i dont want to go to school... It's tiring. Every messages, thought and things running inside my head... They are all trash and bullshit. Love exist for the people who deserves it and maybe im not deserving HAHA fuck that! I go downstairs and seeing how the squad and my parents staring at me. I gave them a smile and sat down.
"What is the occasion?" I asked.
"Nothing. We just want to have breakfast here" Bambam said and eat some cereal.
"If it's okay?" Seulgi asked.
"Of course" I said and mix my cereal and milk. They all stare at me. It's so quiet.
"I might melt" I said. They all look away and eat.
"Are you okay?" Dad asked.
"Why? Im always okay" I said cheerfully eating my food.
"You're not" Mom said as she took a sip of her tea.
"They already told us" Dad said and put his papers down.
"How come she can do that?" Mom asked looking irritated.
"I trust her to love you... But wow! I dont realize that she is like that!" She added. The team lower their head.
"Mom, not infront of food" I said seriously.
"Lisa, break up with her" Mom said looking at me straight. I furrowed my brows and answer her.
"I can't" I answer calmly.
"You can"
"No" I reply eating my food.
"Yes, you will" She answer.
"No, i will never"
"Yes lisa! You can and you will!" She said raising her voice. Dad caress her back.
"I said i dont want!! You don't even know the reason!" I said and stand up.
"Reason? That girl made you wait for 7 hours and for what? For you to kill yourself?!" She shout.
"Maybe they will have study! She is the council president and she have many responsibilities" I answer back.
"Then if she have that at least she text you more early so that you can go home" She firmly said.
"She know i can wait" I said calmly.
"And we know you are weak lisa!" She shout.
"that's all? Fuck that weakness!" I shout back and Mom was frozen in her position. Dad stand up and about to argue with me.
"Your words Lisa!" He said in firm voice.
"Where do you learn that? Me and your Mom never teach you how to curse and look at you, You are cursing infront of your parents" He said and.
"Im tired dad! Instead of having a nice breakfast and conversation... Look at us, we are having a fight infront of the food and my friends" I said. I walk away to get my keys and jacket.
"Let's go guys" I said. They all stand up in sync and follow me. I drove away and go to school.
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"Lisa!!" The team shout as they follow me to the gym. I immediately grab the ball and throw it, i throw every ball, i run around the whole court and shout. They just watching me.
"Im sor-ry" I said and lay on the floor. They all walk infront of me and sat down.
"Im sorry guys, that is our first time again to argue" I said looking at the ceiling.
"It's okay! We are actually worst than yours" Moonbyul said.
"Mine is worst, After Mom and Dad argue... They will fuck infront of me" Wendy said, they all chuckle.
"So that's the reason why you are pervert?" Seulgi asked. Wendy punch her left arm that made us laugh.
"Well, mine is... After they fight, Mom will threw everything and left the house in a mess" Ten said.
"Oh? That's why dont let your projects left in his house" Jimin said. We just laughed.
"Well mine is fine but they are all in business" Seulgi said.
"Same, No time for us" Jisoo and Jeonyeon agree. We all looked to bobby.
"Well... They are fine" We sighed. Bobby is always in the bar that's why he never knew what is happening in his family.
"You are more bless, Lisa. You have a precious Parents" Seulgi said and tap my shoulder.
"They are concern and always care for you" Jisoo added.
"No parents want they child to be broke and sad" Jeongyeon said. They all nod, i sat up and looked at them.
"I know that, i just- i cant handle my feelings" I lower my head. We heard the bell rang.
"It's okay. Just apologize when you got home" Bambam said and tap my shoulder. We go to the class and study.
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CAFETERIA
We are eating peacefully when we notice someone... JENKAI (okay🤢 i feel like im about to puke hahaha)
"Aish, your parents is right! Break up with her" Jimin said eating mochi.
"She have a reason guys, i need to understand it eventhough she's not telling me" I said. They all sighed.
"Okay... Let's stop here, i know you are tired in argument" Jisoo said. I saw irene, rosé and nayeon walking towards us but their us is looking at the... Couple?🙅.
"Good to see you, broke bitch!" Nayeon said and kiss my cheeks.
"Good to see you too. How's the Quiz bee camp?" I asked.
"It's okay, WE WON!" She said cheerfully. We all clap and tap her head.
"I received the news. Don't worry i will punish her" She said and sat beside jeongyeon.
"Change topic" Irene said and roll her eyes. We are eating and for some reason my head it turning back looking at them... It hurts? Yes, so bad... It hurts so bad like how much i really love her.
We left the cafeteria and go to the gym. We are exempted from the class because the semi game is in friday, our team and cheerleading team practice. I rest and sat on the bench when i felt someone sat beside me.
"Im sorry" She whispered. I shivered.
"For what?" I asked not looking at her.
"For breaking my promise" She said and lower her voice.
"Do you really broke your promise?" I asked again.
"Yes" She shortly reply. I look at her and she do the same.
"I dont know what the two of you were doing but as long as you will never cheat on me... It's okay" I said. I know that all of you is confuse... Me too. I need to consider the challenges in relationship, i need to make this relationship work and truly... BE A LOVE. She kiss the tip of my nose.
"Let's have a date. Promise... I will show up" She said and kiss me. I can feel the team staring at us. Well because im marupok but i don't care. I cant surrender this relationship and she is not cheating... Right? Let's have a good mindset.
Here you go!!! Double update everyone✌️ hahahaha my mind is stress and you know? I dont have any notes to guide me but i have a firm sequence of story flow in my mind. Love lots💙
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