Forever Friends?

14.

(Austin's P.O.V)
Wow I'm honestly so glad that's over with because I am exhausted. Ughhh I just wanna plop in my bed and just sleep forever.

Nothing against anyone I easily get tired, especially when stress is hitting me. Mitch keeps looking at me and Scott and I'm nervous that he's getting onto us.

I really wanna stay on Mitch's good side because Scott told me what it's like when he doesn't like you....I don't wanna be that person. Should I end things with Scott? I mean we're not official or anything but it can get messy if everyone finds out. I think Mitch had or has feelings for Scott and Mitch would probably hate me for life.

I need to stop thinking about it. Mitch wouldn't get mad right? I mean he kept looking at Tim and smiling a bit but that doesn't mean he likes him. I also saw Scott looking at them a couple of times while trying to learn the arrangement for "Hallelujah," I think I'm thinking to much about this. Ughh that's double the thinking. Shut up brain!!

You know what sounds good right now? Food. So I get up and make myself something to eat. I don't want too much so I'll just make a sandwich. Now I can finally relax!! Ever since the bad breakup and Chris leaving...this is a rare thing. We're all taking time off for 2 days so we can study our parts a bit more. I'm so excited for this!!! Everyone is sounding great so far!!

Its about 9 at night so I'll watch TV for a bit and study my part. We want to learn them before we group together. It looks like I'm harmonizing with...Mitch. We're both tenors which makes sense but I thought it would be Kirstie...interesting. But it does look like it ain't gonna stay that way for long because of the switches so it'll be all of us.

I actually really love this arrangement. Dang Kevin and Adam really did an awesome job! They're both freak of natures and seems like they know what they're doing so it's not surprising. I knew Adam would kill it but I don't know Kevin all to well but he seems like a nice guy. I can tell we're all gonna get along at least....hopefully. None of them need to know though.

I'm just not...ready for the aftermath of it all. I trust the guys but PTX I don't know too well. The friendship that we'll all probably build up with this may get ruined over Scott and I. Or maybe they'll understand but I'm not gonna tell them. I will eventually just not now. We're not even official so it shouldn't matter but for some reason....it does to me. Is that weird? Is this weird? Ughh most likely weird. I'm gonna go to bed to stop thinking.

Well I've been laying here for a few hours now and still not sleeping. At least Scott is texting me.

Scott💕: Can't sleep?

Austin🥰: How'd you know?

Scott💕: Well you've been active on here for about 2 hours now so I'm just assuming.

Austin🥰: I...forgot bout that. Ughhh you don't have to worry bout me. I'll be fine.

Scott💕: Of course I'll worry about you I...really care bout you. Is this about what's going on?

Austin🥰: Yeah...it is. It's stupid right?

Scott💕: of course not. It's only been a week but that doesn't mean it's stupid because I'm thinking about it to.💕

Austin🥰: At least we're both on the same page. What are we Scott?

Scott💕: I'd probably say we're in the talking phase. Testing the waters a bit.

Austin🥰: that sounds good enough for me💕💕

Scott💕: that's good. Now try to sleep

Austin🥰: ughhh finee I'll tryyyy

Scott💕: Goodnight 💕💕

Austin🥰: Goodnight ❤

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And after that conversation I slept like a log. It was...peaceful and I really enjoyed it. And needed it for the day to come.

Sorry y'all updates be slower for a bit because I'm extremely busy so hopefully you enjoy this short chapter!!💕 Until next time...GOODBYEEEEEE 💕💕