Forever Friends?

18.

A/N before the chapter:
The rest of this story will be in third person!!

As ya can tell I'm a little less active on this story.

But I'm doing my best I promise!!

This chapter just basically talks about how they feel.

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Its been an interesting couple of weeks as PTX and HF starting completing their parts together and made some bonds with one another.

But Scott...Scott has a lot on his mind. Austin and him decided to break it off to you know not cause more drama. He couldn't do that to Mitch. He loved Mitch more than he could admit. It just didn't feel fair to Austin if he still had a crush on his best friend.

He became more active in the house he shared with Mitch and Mitch seemed a lot happier with him. He missed seeing his smile and he knows that it's mainly his fault he ghosted him. Scott just couldn't believe how normal it all felt to be with Mitch.

Mitch felt happier. He had his best friend back. And how he said that the feelings for him were leaving...it was coming back again and it scared him. How long would it be until Scott left again? Would Scott find someone better than him? He tried shaking it off but he couldn't. Scott was still keeping a secret and he was scared to find out what it was.

Kirstie was getting over Jeremy faster than she thought she would. She saw her best friends back together again and that warmed her heart. Plus she still had her fur babies and she was wanting to get one more. One that would get along with her dogs and small enough to cuddle with. Also it has to be fluffy.

Avi was having an internal struggle. He was missing his family like something awful. Sure he had Esther with him but he wanted to see the rest of them. And the pace PTX was going was getting way too much for him. He loves them with more than he could say but he thinks he's holding them back from their true potential. He had to tell the group. He could do the last tour that's coming up and find a new bass. And if he left, Esther was bound to leave too. I guess this is it...

Kevin was doing fine. His relationship was perfect and he loved working with HF because it gave him more people to talk to. The air between Mitch and Scott seemed clean for now. Don't know what was happening but it really wasn't his business. He was out to a ring store to buy a promise ring for Leigh...you know to show her how much she actually means to him. He hasn't loved anyone this much in a long time

Austin was less heartbroken than he'd thought he'd be. Scott loved Mitch and you can't control love. Love happens out of nowhere and knocks you off your feet. Love is a beautiful thing and once you love someone...you'll never truly unlove them. If you truly love someone but had to let them go then it can take forever to get over them. He didn't really find it with Scott. Austin and Olena didn't work out and maybe Scott was a distraction. They both were distractions so he couldn't be mad. Maybe one day he'll find a guy and or girl to love again one day.

Tim just wanted to sleep honestly. He kept tossing and turning so he couldn't. He kept thinking and thinking bout everything. Also thinking bout Jen and how she could ever do that to him. He saw pictures of her and her new boyfriend and he told himself he was okay but he wasn't. He was being insecure bout himself. What did that guy have that he didn't? What was wrong with him? His inner battles was winning. His insecurites was winning. His heart tried to outrun all of them but couldn't keep up so his heart decided to join them instead. That's what was keeping him up.

Adam was having a fun time with his family on the phone. He missed seeing them in real life but only two weeks left before he could see them again. He couldn't wait to hold them tight in his arms again. He has some great friends here and PTX was becoming part of that. But they all seem like they're missing something. Like their puzzle was missing with someone or something in it.

Chance was just chilling, nothing really on his mind. He thought bout a girl named Sami a lot though. She was apart of their team and he just thought she was absolutely gorgeous. First they'll have to become friends though. She seemed like such a good person and he really wanted to get to know her. His love life isn't the best but maybe...just maybe...she'll be the one to change all that. He decided to pick up his phone and click Sami's contact to text her. Yes he had her number just in case for emergencies. Well we'll see how this turns out.

Rob was feeling the same way as Adam...missing his family. He too wanted to hold his family in his arms and just stay there. Ever since Chris left, they've been much busier than before. PTX hasn't dealt with a leave yet and he hopes they don't. It can be very stressful to find just the right person for the group. Of course he got to see his family but not as much as he would like. His two children and wife just meant the entire world to him. His friends did too. Couldn't imagine what he'd be without them. Probably incomplete. Without music, family, and his friends he'd be incomplete but for the time being...he felt more complete than ever. Thank PTX for that.

Wow I wrote a longer chapter than usual but y'all deserve it for waiting almost a whole month!! Love y'all and until next time GOODBYEEEE!!!