reaching to your reality

three

the fact that i have to

lean on someone

that exists barely inside my head,

it's pathetic.

and it's so ironic

that you were able to reach me in having the idea of you,

for letting me meet you,

but you can't meet me.

it's so ironic to think that it frustrates me how

i felt so much home into just imagining that i was with you

and we were within the reach of each other.