Too Much

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I don't know how to express
I don't know where to start
Neither do I know how to frame it
It's eating me up

I thought it was fading away
I thought I had control
I thought it would be easy for me
But now it seems like am in between a rock and a hard place

As days passes
My feelings are growing much stronger than before
I get jelouse seeing her with other people
I get angry whenever I miss her
This affects me negatively and it's making my life hell

Why is it torturing me?
Do I love her?
And if I do does she feel the same!?
Loving someone who you barely know is like waiting for a snail to win the race
Something that will never happen

Why do I feel like am bothering her
Why do I feel like am the only one giving the energy
Why do I feel like am the one who cares too much about her
Why am I hurting myself ....

Yet I can withdraw
The question is.. will I be able to
Can't I unlove her
Can't I unsay the things I told her
I might love her so much to feel the emptiness

Will I be able to burry the affection I have for her
If it's love why do I feel hurt
I think I should consider my feelings
I should try to focus on me
Maybe I be a narcissist

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