LOVE DILEMMA

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Am just human.
Sometimes we find ourselves
In situations we can't pop out
Am trying to put it on paper

The first time I saw him 😜
His first impression was just awesome
I felt for it
His scent makes me want to hug him everytime
He's just a vibe

Being with him makes me whole🤭
I know am overwhelmed with all his behaviors
Am lost... I know
My life is changing
I feel like I have known him for a lifetime

It's something different
I can't explain
But I feel it🥺
Is it love?
Is it affection?
Is it peer !?

I think I like him ☺️
Or maybe am dreaming🤦
Maybe am hallucinating
I can't really tell
It's beyond my control

How I wish I had answer's‼️
I would have written them down
For you guys to read
And tell me your ideas

I want to know how he feels about me
Does he care?
Maybe I should stop 🛑
But now the question is will I be able to😟

I want him to know
How I enjoy his company
Maybe am rushing things
Am I ? Something's Cannot be hidden.

Him hugging me made a change
My emotions were awaken
With just a tight hug
Is what I needed
That made me feel safe in her arms

My mind tells me he's the one😫
I want to be hold tightly by him
To be kissed, caressed 🤭
Wanna bless his life with my nastiness.

I like seeing him talk
Makes me go deep in thinking
Biting my lower lip
And craving for his touch

This shit is real
I find myself thinking about him
It's getting deeper
I only wanna talk to him
It's messing me up😪😢

Am still in dilemma
God of abraham, isaac and Jacob
Should intervene
And give me answers
I need answers😂

The only thing am left to do
Is to share my feelings with my diary
It understands me better
Doesn't judge me
Maybe someday I'll continue with the storyline......😂😂

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