(Love dilemma)

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I get a notification from my phone hoping to see it's from her
I stare at my phone while it rings
I try to figure out what the hell am supposed to say to her..
I suck at showing love, I try to ignore her all day but I find myself thinking about her every second

What am I supposed to tell her,
I don't know why we keep on misunderstanding each other
I mean I have feelings for her,
What if she doesn't reciprocate the love back
What if she's just playing with me
Uuugh why is this so complicated

I mean I didn't know I would fall for her
She's aware of how am obsessed with her
But, she keeps on bringing up issues for Me to explain myself everytime
Love makes us weak 
Love is undeniable
Love is live
Love is death

Lying in bed with an overthinking mind
I normally go straight to sleep but I can't now
My mind is preoccupied by the fact that 🐼 ain't talking to me
I really wanna tell her how important she is
How she's the only person who makes me happy
How I calm down whenever I hear her voice and laughter

I feel so alone
I feel terrible
I don't know what to do
But, what I know is that I need to be with her
She's more than just  important to me
She's my everything
Am not supposed to say all this so soon .
But the heart wants  it

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