I got ready for school then went to grab a water bottle from the kitchen.
"You ready?" Phelix said walking into the kitchen
"Yea" I said
We got into Phelix's car and drove to school. We got to school and Phelix went with his friends while I went to find mine friends.
"Hey" I said walking up to Diego and Hannah
"Hi" Hannah said
"Hey" Diego said than Harper and Zoey came up to hey
"Ugh Move" said Harper
"Your locker is one locker away from mine why do I have to move" Hannah said
"So I'm not near you" Harper said
"Yea so we're not near you losers" Zoey said snapping her fingers and Harper gives her the 'stop talking' look. Harper grabs her books than says "bye losers" and leaves
We roll our eyes and grab our stuff than walk to class.
It's now lunch and I go to my locker to put my books away. I open my locker and a note falls out. I've been getting a lot of note and they're not nice. All the notes I've got say 'die', 'loser', 'you're pathetic', 'do everyone a favor and die', 'you're useless'. I read the note and of course it's a death note. The note says
look at you your pathetic just go die already
-harper and Zoey❤
When I finish reading the note I hear people walk up to me laughing.
"Aww did we hurt your feelings" Harper said in a baby voice with a fake pouty face
"Why don't you go cry to your daddy oh wait you don't one" Zoey said in a baby voice with a fake pouty face. Than they walk away laughing before I could say anything.
After school, Phelix drove us home and I went to my room. I lock the door and grab a box from under my bed. I put the note in the box with the other notes that Harper and Zoey gave me.
Their notes don't effect me anymore. Nothing hurts me that much anymore. The notes from Harper and Zoey would hurt the old Phoebe but she gone and she's never coming back.
Before I use to be outgoing, nice, confident and now I'm insecure, quite, numb. I also use to easily make friends but now I don't.
The fewer people, friends I know, have the less chances I have of getting used, hurt and backstabbed. I've had too many fake friends, I don't need any more.
The next day
I went to school with Phelix than went with Hannah and Diego.
Hannah and Diego don't know about the notes and it's better that way. They don't have to worry, neither does Phelix nor my mom.
"Hey" I said to Hannah and Diego
"Hii" they said
"Ok so there's this party-"
"No" I said cutting Diego off
"I didn't even finish" Diego whined like a little kid
"I know" I said. Than he turns to Hannah
"Sure I'll go" she said
"Yess ok" he said than the bell rang
We went to class and we had a substitute teacher. The substitute teacher let us do whatever we wanted so Diego, Hannah and I just talk.
At lunch we sat down and were just talking until I felt water being bumped on me. I turn around and of course it was Harper and Zoey.
"Hahaha" Harper, Zoey and everyone in the cafeteria laughed
"THAT'S NOT FUNNY!" Hannah yelled at Harper.
"Aww is someone mad" Harper said in a baby voice
Hannah got up with a milk carton and walked to Harper than dumped it on her, making everyone in the cafeteria laugh again
After that we went to class which is PE/gym. Hannah and I got out of the locker room and went to wait for the teacher.
We ran a few laps than got to do any we wanted so we played volleyball.
After we were we went to change back into our school clothes. I opened my locker and found a note again.
Die
-harper and Zoey❤
Of course it's from them
"What's that?" Hannah said looking at that note in my hand
"Nothing just I peace of paper" I said lying about the note
"Oh ok"
~At home~
"Mom!?" Plelix yell as we walked inside the house
"I guess she work maybe?" I said
"Probably" he said. I was about to go upstairs when Phelix started talking.
"My friends are coming over"
"Ok" I said and went upstairs to my room
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Hii I hope you're having an amazing day, I have a new book coming soon on June 13, it's called 'demons'.
it's about A girl named Phoebe Brown, A 15 year old girl who is always putting on a fake smile while batting her demons on the inside. She lost her father in a car accident leaving her alone with her mother and older brother. One thing her mother and older brother don't know is that she does self-harm. All Phoebe want to is leave this world but what happens when she's finally happy.
*Edited 6/13/2021
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