You Could Be My Mistake

Chapter 5

Lucy's POV:

I was awoke by little pecks on my neck. I moaned as I opened my eyes. Tyler. I lightly pushed him away. He went to kiss me and I pushed him away. He looked at me confused. I looked away and turned on my side, not facing him.

"Lucy..."

I didn't respond. I slowly processed what had happened, It felt wrong. But...also felt right. MY mind was spinning. I didn't want to date Tyler! I told myself that. But I want him. I felt tears come on. I hate ignoring him.

"Damn-it....Lucy, what do you want? You know what, just...just don't talk to me for the rest of the day."

When I turned back over, he was gone. I crawled out from my bunk and saw him walking towards the front. I grabbed his arm. He looked back at me with hurt in his eyes.

"What?"

He asked harshly.

"Tyler...I'm sorry."

"What do you want? Lucy, I'm right here. I could give you all the love you need and deserve. You're so beautiful, let me show you that. You're worth so much, let me prove that. I can be that person who is always there and loves every inch of you, let me be that. What are you afraid of, Baby love?"

I just stared at him, not knowing what to say to him. I felt so bad. I opened my mouth and then shut it. I saw Tyler's eyes filled with disappointment. He shook his head and ran his fingers through his hair. Tyler walked to the front of the bus and head out the door. I noticed the guys were there. They were staring at me. I was embarassed. I walked to the door. Michael yelled my name I just left. I started walking and crying. The heat was unbareable, but I didn't care. This couldn't be happening. Tyler hates me. And it's my fault. Tyler and I have never fought....I needed him now but he hates me...I hated myself. I went off somewhere and sat down. I was now away from the Warped Tour festival. I could still here it. And see it. But I was away from it. And that's all I wanted.

Tyler's POV:

I was so mad. How could she do this to me? I love her so much. My phone rang, I looked at it. It was Sky. I answered it and what I heard made my heart sink.

"Dude, where's Lucy? We can't find her anywhere and she won't answer her phone. Infact, it's off. It just goes straight to voicemail."

I felt myself almost become sick. She's our responsiblily. She's my Baby Love. I hung up and started search. I was screaming her name. I felt myself becoming increasingly worried like a parent. Knowing her past, I was REALLY worried. She wouldn't do anything stupid.....RIGHT? Oh God....I ran, yelling her name. Mind you, it's been over an hour since I last talked to her. My phone rang again. It was Michael this time. I answered it.

"Tyler, we found her."

He sounded unsettled. I was scared. Is she okay? Living? Breathing?

"Well."

I said waiting for Michael to say more,

"Just come to the bus man."

He hung up, I ran as fast as I could to the bus. I wasn't even feeling the ground. Once there, I pulled open the door and ran in.

"Where...Is she?"

I breathed, Aj pointed to the couch. I looked and Lucy was there. She was trying to hide her face from me.

"Lucy."

I said still trying to catch my breath. She slowly looked at me. Her mascara, smeered. Her face a light tint of red.

"I think you have some explaining to do, Tyler."