You Could Be My Mistake

Chapter 23

Tyler's POV:

Shit, shit, shit, shit! I forgot all about that. Not the tour, but the fact that Lucy can't go. She's going to be crushed now that she remembers everything. But everyone's right, if Lucy has her migraine attacks and no one's there, who's going to help her? I just don't want her to feel worse by letting her think she's a bump in the road. She's not, but she'll feel like one.

I heard the bedroom door open and footsteps. I grew nervous. Really nervous. I hate seeing that sad look on her face. I was in the kitchen halfway panicking. Lucy walked in and looked at me confused. I motioned her to sit down. She did and now had a look of concern. Here we go...

"Lucy...Lucy, you can't go on the Future Hearts tour with us."

I plainly say. She stared for a moment and then in her eyes, she looked devastated. So, what I feared.

"What? Why? We've planned this for a year, Tyler."

She stammered,

"I know, I know. But with your headaches, and how your head is, we just can't take risks. If you were to have an attack and no one was there. What then, Baby Love? The guys and I are just as upset as you are."

"Where...Where will I go then?"

I saw how she was becoming sad now. Lucy's been looking forward to this just as much as us guys were. I sighed,

"You're staying with your parents. But Lucy, I think it'd be good for you. You haven't seen your parents since the hospital and you really haven't seen or been with them in almost a year. Trust me, your parents will appreciate it."

"It's just, I really wanted to go. I wanted to see you guys perform."

I rub the back of my neck,

"I know, baby girl. But, your parents promised as soon as you were back to normal with no headaches, they'd let you come. They can come too. I promised them they could."

Lucy's smile was plastered back on her face. I smiled too.

"Would you like that?"

She nodded, I walked over to her and hugged her. Just then, Sky walked in. We pulled away.

"Hey Lucy, you feeling better?"

She nodded and smiled up at him. Sky smiled gave her a small hug and a kiss on the cheek. She smiled wide and giggled. I walked over to the refrigerator and pulled something to eat.

"Um, dude, that's AJ's."

I looked at him and ate the food, which was left over of Taco Bell, whilst Sky and Lucy laughed,

"I don't give a fuck, I'm hungry."

And right on cue, AJ walked in. I acted like I had no clue. Lucy and Sky laughed even more.

"Dude, that's my Double Bean Burrito!"

I looked at it and then at him,

"It is?"

He nodded,

"Oh, sorry."

I continued eating it, he rolled his eyes and walked in and looked for something to eat as well. I chuckled. Jeffree walked in, Lucy stopped laughing. I just watched. Jeffree looked at her and walked to her with confidence, he hugged her meaningfully. I watched as Lucy hugged back and smiled. Jeffree whispered an apology, im guessing, judging by her genuine smile. I smile feeling relieve come over me. Lucy pulled away and jeffeee kissed her cheek.

"Alright, bitches. Let's do something!"

I chuckled. Later that day, Lucy and i were on the living room floor. We were just laying on the floor talking. I told her i'd send her pictures of the concerts and videos of me singing. She would giggle and intertwine our hands. I brought her hand to my lips and kissed her hand. I held her hand to my chest, purposely for her to feel my heart beat. As i lay here, next to Lucy, i realize how much this beautiful girl means to me. I never want her to go. I want her with me always. She's my happiness. I look at her and smile. She looks at me and smiles too. If only she knew why i'm smiling. She scooted closer and kissed me softly. I smile more, feeling my heart skip a beat. I suddenly straddle her, making her giggle.

"God damn..."

"Yes?"

She spoke confused,

"Lucy, you know i fall fast. I'm just...I'm so in love with you."

I watched her eyes roll back as she laughed, i chuckled,

"I'm serious, Baby Love."

"Oh Tyler, stop it."

She was blushing bad, it was cute. I leaned down and kissed her. She kissed back pulling me closer. I pulled away slowly, Lucy biting my lower lip. I looked at her.

"You know what tomorrow is?"

She asked, i smiled.

"Your birthday."

She nodded and got this look in her eyes whilst biting her lip,

"I know exactly what i want for my birthday."

I tilted my head trying to figure out what that was, she leaned up and whispered in my ear. I raise my eyebrows and bite my lip. She kissed my neck softly and pulled away. I could see it in her eyes. She was ready. I kissed her lips and pulled away making our foreheads touch.

"That's all you want, Baby Love?"

I asked in a low voice, she nodded. I smirked as i kissed her nose. She scrunched her nose making me chuckle.

"I'll be sure you're comfortable, and feel like a princess."

Again, she blushed badly. I admired her for a little bit. I felt her rub my sides now making me smile. I feel her hand move to my back and rub it. I kiss her, she smiled through the kiss. I pulled away and looked at her,

"Would you be mad if i took a nap?"

She shook her head. I slid down and rested my head on her chest. She continued to rub my back. I drifted to sleep. But she never stopped.

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Woooaahhh hi guys Don't yell at me! Adulting is annoying. I dated so love me why? Because i love you ❤