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CHP18:Revenge

I put my hands up to my head. I was breathing hard tears streamed down ___'s face. "Come on we can work this out." I plead. He didn't respond his black locks in front of his eyes. "Fredrick, please." I continued to plead he shook his head pressing the gun against my head fiercer.

"Don't Fredrick me Broflovski! NO! I'm done with you taking things from me! If I can't have ___  no one can and especially not you." I gulped hard at his tone. I had no idea about his feelings. I do remember him talking to the goths every now and then he'd glance at ___ as the others teased him and ___ would blush. Not once did Fredrick tease me about ___, now that I thought about it. He'd just scowl in his depressed corner. I didn't think of it much but now, it all made sense. "Wasn't my brother enough! Huh? You weren't content with ruining his life and  now you want mine!" I stepped back confusion and fear overcoming me.

I gulped hard trying to choose my words carefully. "I've never met your brother, dude..." I whispered. I leaned over coughing after Fredrick punched me in the gut. He kicked me twice and  I couldn't stop coughing.

"Kyle!" The scream came from both Rebecca and ___. I looked over to her she was sobbing and earned a hard kick from Rebecca.

She grit her teeth before speaking. "Shut up slut! No one's talking to you!" I cringed at the crunching sound and whine that came from ___. I looked back to Fredrick who had a smirk.

He smacked me with the gun to gain my attention. "I'm talking to you, you bastard. My brother, Rodrick! You almost fucking killed him!" He hollered. I widened my eyes. No, please, no who was he talking about please don't let it be.. "Rodrick! He's fucking paralyzed cuz you smashed his fucking head with your foot! He stole your fucking hat!" He was crying now. "It's just a fucking hat but what the hell did you do! You almost killed him! He can't fucking move, I love him and you... You.." He hit me again which made me whine. It was true. The bullies, they were the ones who made me into the monster I once was, but _____ saved me. Rodrick was one of those bullies the one who broke me. The only thing that kept me from killing him was a shout for my name from ____ all those yers ago.  Fredrick continued to cry his black locks covering his face. "That same year... That same year mom- Mom killed herself! She couldn't live with herself. She couldn't save her child so she ended it... Now you want, ___ I'll fucking kill you!" Fredrick, he never showed emotion was it because all this time he was hiding his anger for me or did he forget how to show it.

__ stepped forward shouting towards Fredrick. "You told me she died when you were eleven!" A menical laughter escaped his lips.

"You believed that? I knew you liked dumb ass here so I lied... It's fun when it's a surprise isn't it?" He creepily  looked up ever so slowly then lunged towards her. I couldn't move, the fear paralyzed me, what would he do to her. He was inches away from her. "Ready to see the most precious thing in the world to you die?" He whispered. She shook in her skin. Rebecca grabbed her stepping back.

"You're next bitch. You took the last good thing in my life and now no one will have him, at least you'll see each other in the afterlife, right?" She closed her eyes as Fredrick slowly walked towards me the gun raised. The intensity in his eyes made me shake. He was gonna do it. He was gonna kill me for something I did in the eighth grade. I closed my eyes ready, at least I could make amends with _____ and our date was fun I just wish we could have more.

The hard sound made them turn around and my eyes shot open. She was sobbing and screaming. She fell to her knees. "Kyle I'm sorry!" I shook my head, none of this was her fault. "Everything that I love leaves... I shouldn't have... I shouldn't have loved you... I'm sorry! I don't deserve you anyway." She fell to the ground crying covering her face. I closed my eyes sobbing myself. It wasn't fair. I couldn't do anything to comfort her. 

"Stop it." I heard Fredrick whisper. She continued to sob.

"I'm so sorry... I couldn't protect you Kyle I'm... I'm sorry!" She began to hyperventilate. She couldn't breath well. That's what broke him. Maybe her words had struck a chord with him. Fredrick dropped the gun and fell down on his hands and knees. 

"I... I can't do it." He looked up to Rebecca who's arm was shaking as she pointed her gun to _____. His words made her eyes widen. Like this was the first she was ever consideeing the consequences of her actions if she would go through with and and how ceazy her intentions really were. "Rebecca... Don't... They're not worth it, right..." His voice was shaky as he wrapped his arms around her grabbing her hands that were on the gun. She let tears escape. "Come on, I'll walk you home." Rebecca continued to stare at ___ and me. "Please." His desperate plea softened her. She slowly nodded lowering the gun. 

I hugged ____ looking to Fredrick. "Hey, I'm sorry... I hope you know that I was... Confused, sad, and I was hurt I hope maybe one day-" I was cut off by Fredrick who offered his hand. I looked at it for a while and he nodded with a small smile. I smiled shaking his hand.

Fredrick P.O.V

I stuffed my hands into my pockets leaning back a little as we walked. It was raining now. I looked dully to the sky. "Sorry for bringing you into my mess... I was just really angry." I whispered. Her curly hair dangled as she walked beside me silently. She shook her head slowly.

"No, I wanted to do it... I was mad too, but you're right. She's not worth my time and I'm not worth hers... I just wish things were different. Back to normal you know?" I laughed knowing all too well.

I nodded sticking my hand out at the droplets of water slowly coming down. "Yeah, I only had one brother and, he's in a wheelchair his entire life..." She had a frown on her face now tears escaping her.

She wiped a tear before she responded. "My brother Mark was driving home when a truck smashed into him. They wouldn't let us see him till a couple of days after." I bit my lip taking in Rebecca's characteristics. I smiled seeing a similarity.

"Mark Cotswald? Limp, lost leg, lost eye, Hell Pass hospital?" I whispered. She gave me a shocked look and I simply smirked. "That hospital, they saved my bro's life, I go there whenever I can to cheer up patients. Dude was scared out of his mind, I was his first visitor. Dude wouldn't shut up about you." I smiled remembering him. "Dude was laughing and shouting talking about you just didn't know you were her." She was crying now with a smile. "That isn't normal for him?" She kept her smile but her eyes eased up.

She shook her head. "After he was released he's never been the same he's so quiet. It makes me happy that you could do that... Thank you." I nodded with a small smile.

"Since mom died things have been... Quiet. I used to like the quiet since mom and dad were always screaming but when I think of it now I wish I could hear her scream just once more. That idiot Kyle I can't bare to see him anymore." A sigh escaped her lips as she looked to the cloudy sky.

She bit her lip wondering if she should say it or not. "I know you hate him but... Kyle's not that bad once you get to know him." My black bangs covered my eyes as I continued to walk.

"I meant he's an idiot because he broke up with you." She looked at me her face flushed red. "Either way you choose you're still pretty. As yourself or as uh... Revealing type of girl." I kind of laughed. Rebecca was no whore I realized that when Kyle first introduced her to the gang. Silence began again. I took my hands out of my pockets deciding I rather them be cold than fiddle with the lint in my black jeans one more second. We were almost at her house when I felt her hand. It slowly wrapped around mine. I looked down dully towards our linked hands then to her. She smiled and I gave her a dull one myself. Maybe Kyle wasn't such a bad guy, maybe I was just hanging onto something that could be forgiven, and with time forgot. Maybe the real Rebecca could show me how to do that. We walked to the doorstep. She gave me a kiss on the lips and quickly slammed the door in my face. I laughed at the strange behavior. This was the real Rebecca charmingly awkward. I sighed walking towards the sidewalk. Girls in South Park were totally nuts.