Door To Afterland

"Prolodge"

Hi my name is Amber I like to call myself Missy. Everyone says life is wonderful and that you should live it to the fullest. Well I say fuck life, it's worthless! Everyone that says it's wonderful is a dumb fuck.

I look at life and wonder when the suffering ends. I don't get why people say that, I mean really life is dumb. There's no purpose to it. I mean we all die in the end, don't we?

I mean all people do with there life is morn, have short interactions, bully, and at the end die. What's the purpose of living if your gonna die anyways?

I just wish that I could go to the past and give my mom a note that says,"Don't have kids there worthless. Go to LA!" I mean I know she wouldn't take my advice because I'd be a stranger but still, you get my point.

Anyways, ever since I was young I've always seen a door. I know your probably saying that there are doors everywhere. But this was a different kind of door. Whenever I was drowning or chocking I would see this door.

I went through it once. Apparently it was a dream. But the world they see is wrong, there is a world out there. A better world where you can't die. A world only I can see. Right through a simple door.