my ex kidnaped me?!

chapter20

I knew this was wrong, but what am I supposed to do? Get on my knees and beg him to let us go? He wouldn't I knew he wouldn't.

" mommy!" I turn around just in time as Sara jumped in my arms. I smiled and hugged her tight, this was my world and I'll be Damn if anything happen to her.

" Hey baby are you ok?" She nodded in my neck, I knew she missed me, we could separate one another.

" mommy I thought you left me please never weave again." That shattered my heart even more, I pulled her away to look at her.

" baby don't ever say that again I will always be here for you I could never leave ok? Please princess don't think I would ever leave you" she nodded and I grabbed her again and hugged her tighter. She pulled back and looked at me with teary eyes.

" mommy I want aunt maddy and Alex and uncle Josh." I looked at her sadly.

" I know baby I know." I hated Jay bringing her into this.

" Hey why don't we go get ice cream and go to a park" her eyes light up.

," can we!" She looked at Jay and I did too. He smiled at her and nodes.

" yay!" I smiled at her, If we were gonna stay here I sure as he'll will make her life better then mine.

Later that day we went to the ice cream shop then to the park were we played tag games and sat eating are ice cream. I know we can't stay here but I needed time to think for Sara sake. When the sun started setting we went back to the house, were we sat and watch movies until Sara practically falling asleep.

" I'm going to take her up to bed" I got up but Jay beat me to it.

" I can do it just sit down and relax Kay" I wanted to protest but I couldn't before he had her in his arms and already half way up he stairs with her. I sat back down my head in my hands, I wanted this to be so different. Why didn't I listen to my parents about him earlier, I didn't know my world would crumbled by one person. I heard him come back down stairs and I look up to see him smiling.

" she was so like you when you were young" I gave him a weak smile, he came over and sat down next to me.

" Kay I wish this was different I wish I could take back everything." I looked at him.

" Yea will you can't Jay, can't you see your just confusing and hurting her by coming back in her life, God Jay I don't want her to have a life like us I want her to be nothing like you or me" he scooted closer to me but I stood up and face him.

" Jay I can't do this bring her in this, I don't want her to hate me! If she ever found out what you did what she going to say or do?" He stood up and pulled me to him.

" Kay stop so what if she found out that was the past, we will explain it to her" I looked at him.

" Jay she will ask about her grandparents and uncle, I can't lie to her"his eyes flash anger and guilt.

" Kay you want her to hate me thinking I'm the bad one!there dead every one dies" I pulled away from him,

" Yea by old age or natural cause but not some person that killed them for no reason" I told him coldly.

" Kay let it go!" That does

"Let it go? Let it go! You fucking killed my family! I will never let it go I will remind you how much of a horrible person kills a innocent family! For what Jay! For something that doesn't exist?!I don't love you and no matter how much you threaten or hit me will change the fact that I hate you!"tears blurred my vision God I hated this I hate him! I couldn't even look at him, but I stood my ground I wasn't moving not even a bit.

" is that how you really feel?" He sounded so broken and hurt but he should feel that way he ruin my life.

" yes" he nodded then walked past me not even speaking and walked out the door.