...what did he say...
...How can he-...
...I sigh and sit on my couch....
...After that I got ready for bed...
...I laid on my bed and looked at the smooth white ceiling...
...This reminds me of something back at the orphanage...
...I close my eyes...
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(Warning:you can skip this part.if you don't want to read about abuse.its a huge issue and it is certainly not ok)
...I looked at the ceiling while crying...
"LOOK AT ME ROSE"
-as the lady said
...I kept staring at the white ceiling...
...I cry more as she hits me on my legs...
"Pls stop"
-I said
"LOOK AT ME NOW"
-she says again
"IF YOU WANT IT LIKE THAT, FINE"
-she says
...she starts to tear up every last thing I have...
"NO NO PLEASE DON'T DO THIS"
-I said while twitching
...I still look at the ceiling....
...Pain...
...The pain feels like fire that is breaking you into so many pieces...
...But I still look at the ceiling....
"YOU STILL HAVEN'T LOOKED AT ME"
-she says
"IM NOT GOING TO LOOK AT YOUR UGLY FACE MAM"
-I said in a gritty voice
...I felt a punch in my stomach...
...I cry in pain...
"THAT IS YOUR PUNISHMENT.NO ONE WILL EVER LOVE YOU.YOU BRAT"
-she says angerly
...I cry in pain...
...my crys was so loud a momma bird might think there baby has gotten lost and looking for her...
...My crys was hurtful...
...painful...
...And desavating...
...no one to help...
...Suffering...
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...I wake up to sunlight...
...breathing hard...
...My hair is soaking wet...
...I'm sweating all over...
...Just a dream...
...Thats not going to happen again...
...I'm safe now...
...No one to hurt me..
...Especially her...
...I look at the window to the nice sunlight...
...I herd a knock on my door...
...I stood up and went to it...
...I opened it...
"Oh jacob hi"
-I said,while looking down
"Heyy good morning,oh are you okay.you look like you went to go run a marathon"
-jacob says,while walking in my apartment and shutting my door behind him.
...I now know I can't keep this a secret...
...I have to tell someone...
...I don't want to have this nightmares of the past...
...He looked around...
"THIS PLACE IS BEAUTIFUL"
-jacob says,as he smiled
...I nod...
...I sat down...
"But really what happened,you okay"
-jacob says
"I'm okay just a nightmare"
"Of the past"
-he says,while looking out the window
...How did he know I dreamed about the past...
"How do you know-"
-as I say
"Look rosey,you may not believe me on this but-"
-as he stops
...He looked into my eyes...
"When I was little I used to stay at your orphanage.but then I got founded by my real family.And we moved to paris. I know how that lady treats you.she did that to every child their.including me"
-jacob says
"You was at my orphanage"
-I say shockingly
"Yea I was,we never talked to eacth other.But I saw you around alot.but what made me realize its you now.since you grewed up was-"
-jacob says,while stopping
"Was what"
-I say
...Jacob sits by me...
"The little red ribbon you always wear on your arm.when you was little I saw that ribbon rapped around your arm like a little bracelet"
-jacob says
...I looked on my risk and looked at the red ribbon...
...That ribbon is the closest to my family.so I made it into a bracelet.it was my mothers...
...It was twisted in little knots covered by some golden strands,that I did...
"Thats why I kept looking at you in the view mirror in the cab,you looked familiar to me,and later on I noticed that bracelet"
-jacob says
"I see,so you know I had a nightmare"
-as I say,looking down
"I could tell,your pupils was huge when you saw me"
-jacob said,while patting my head
...I noded...
"You will be okay,I'm not here to hurt you.I'm here so you can enjoy this,before you have to go"
-jacob said
...I nod...
"So you mean when we were little you was spying on me"
-as I teased
"No and yes, your a very smarty pants and a clever girl.but I seem to notice alot.example the popcorn"
-as Jacob luaghs,while smiling
"Well yea"
-as I said in embarrassment
"Have you eaten yet"
-jacob says
"No ,oh do you want to go to your sisters Café"
-as I said
...Jacob stands up and walks to my kitchen...
"I have a better idea I cook yes"
-jacob says,as he opens my fridge
"Um about that,I didn't go shopping yet"
-I said
...I herd jacob said something in French,really fast...
"What was that"
-I say,while giggling
"Nothing"
-jacob said
"well off to my sister Café"
-jacob says,as he luaghed
...I told him to hold on.so I can go change,and he noded...
"Okay ready"
-I said
...He looked at me and nod...
...We both headed out the door joyfully...
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