...I recovered nicely...
...Since I recovered I get to go back to my place...
...I went back to my senses in the car...
...Jacob was driving...
...It was raining once again...
...I look at all the beautiful buildings As we passed by...
"Hey rosey, is it ok if you hand me that paper in the sun visor"
-as Jacob says
...I nod and opened the sun visor...
...I pulled the white thin sheet of paper out...
...I gave it to him when he stopped on the side of the road...
...I didn't see myself in a while so I open the mirror from the sun visor...
...I looked at myself for a few minutes...
...I don't look beautiful...
...How can this beautiful man love a girl like me...
...A girl who gone through hate, abuse, judged...
...I feel like I can't breathe...
...Its to thick...
...I need fresh air..
...I can't make it to the end of the road...
....Why do I do this to myself....
...I then start breathing hard...
"Rosey"
-jacob says
...His warm hand touches my hands...
...I look at him with tears in my eyes...
...He looks at me and tucks my hair behind my ear...
...I then shuted the mirror...
"No no no Rosey, please don't tell me what I think you are thinking."
"Rosey without words you are the most beautifulest, kind hearted person I ever met.You made my life turn from grey Paris days to seeing the origin of the place I grew up in."
-jacob says
...I look in his eyes...
"But I'm not beautiful Jacob I'm a mess-"
-As I say
...He stops by opening the mirror again...
"Do you see that,it's you, Thats the girl I fell in love with. My job is to love you all I can. And protect you truly. My love can't even express. I get butterflies when you get in the car. I keep repeating how I keep falling for you"
-As Jacob says
...I look at myself once more...
...I then smiled...
"Thank you for cheering me up, It makes me feel good that there's someone to love me. Instead of a abusive object"
-As I say
...jacob smiles but frown as I say 'abusive object'...
...He starts to look away from me and takes a sigh...
...All you can hear now is the rain...
...The rain soothes me as I feel the rhythm of the beating drops on the roof of the yellow cab...
...I look to him once more but he is quiet like a mouse...
...I see his fists ball up and turns red...
"You okay its been quiet, is something on your mind"
-as I say
...I hear another sad sigh..
"Rosey i-i I can't forgive myself that day. It hurts me. It hurts me that my job was to protect you from those kind of people. I want to bring you love an comfort where you don't have to worry anymore. Where you don't have to walk down the streets by yourself, and feel watched and feel touched where you don't want to be. I'm here to keep you from those things"
-As Jacob says
...I stay quiet at all the true things he said...
...I do feel my rage of fear whenever I'm alone...
...But he makes me feel so much comfort...
"I feel protected everyday when you are with me, please don't feel bad about what happend. look I'm healed and I'm happy of seeing another beautiful day.You are enough"
-as I say
...His dimples then showed up as I said those words...
...He smiled brightly...
...I then messed with his hair a little...
...We both laughed...
"Well then we been sitting here for a hour.I guess it's time to get home"
-jacob says
...I nod...
"There's one more thing I have do before I leave"
-Jacob says
...I look up at him...
"What"
-as I say
"This"
- he says
....He gently grabbed my hands, then moved closer to me...
...His soft watercore cologn takes my breath away...
...He slightly tilted his face...
...And our lips touched...
...His lips is soft and gentle...
...His lips doesn't force any kiss either...
...It feels like a warm breeze you sit out on a hot day, and waiting for it to come...
...And as it comes you unwind and feel relief from everything. And all you could think about is that warm breeze...
...And that's how I feel when he kisses me...
...I stop the kiss...
"I think if I keep kissing you. I will get lost in my train of thought. Your making my blood go high as a kite."
-as I say
"The more I kiss you the more I get to know you. I want to get everything off your mind. I want you to feel beautiful like you are"
-Jacob says
...I smile...
...We both joked around more...
...With the rain never stopping...
...Jacob then started the gas, and we then headed back on the dark weiry road into the rainy aroma...
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