That is the last thing I remember, untill I wake up in my pulled out futon, with Sean climbing off the balcony, he does not see me. I see his convertible, with a girl in it. It was Lauren. My best friend from Seattle. "Hurry up Sean! We have a busy night tonight. It is our 3-month aniversity. Did you break up with that skank yet?" I hear her yell. "Yes, I did. I left her a note, and I am rushing. You try climbing off of someone’s balcony." he replies. I find the note, "I am breaking up with you." That is all it said.
I felt so used, so heart broken. I did not know what to do. I felt like crying, screaming, as if my life was over. I thought we loved each other, that we would be with each other forever, but I guess I was wrong. I hated him, but I also still loved him. I also hated myself, for loving him. I just sit on my bed, not able to move, talk, and cry. I had never felt like that before. The closest time I had ever felt like that before, was when I liked my friend Anthony and he was dating someone else, and I knew that he would never like me, I felt like crying every night.
I do not leave my room for anything for a week. I do not eat for a week. The most I did was shower. I spent almost all my time under my covers with the light off. My phone and iPod is off, and I do not go running.
After a week, I turn on my phone and look at my messages. Five messages, four from Facebook, and one from, Matt? I checked to see what he wanted. It was a blank text, no reason to care, nor reply.
I go downstairs in my sweatpants and tank top with my hair up.
"Lux!"
"What mom?"
"You got out of bed!"
"Yha, I was hungry. I am going to go get the mail."
"Okay." My mom seemed shocked and surprised. I go to the kitchen and eat 2 pieces of toast with Nuetella. Then I go get the mail, and on the way, I see Matt. I stop to talk to Matt. "Hey, Matt."
"Oh, hey Lux."
"How has life been?"
"Okay, I guess."
"Well, this is awkward."
"Yea. Are you going to go to the High school? I haven't seen you around."
"I'm homeschooled. I wish I could go to High school."
"Why don't you ask?
"I think I might, bye."
"Bye Lux." He seemed really exsided over me wanting to ask, so I think I will. I walk in the house and Mom and Walter are sitting in the TV room. I sit down by my mom. "Mom? Can I ask you a question?" I bring up. "Sure." She says strict and nice. "Can I go to the high school?" I ask
"Why would you want to do that? I thought we agreed that Homeschool was the best choice."
"It was, but I think I would meet more people this way, and have friends."
"Okay, you can go." I am so happy I get to go. I can be with Matt. Wait what am I saying? I just got out of a break up, but cute High school boys.
I sit and watch TV with mom and Walter until bedtime. I need to go to sleep early, because I will need to get used to getting up early for school.
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Haunting Love
Teen FictionLife is never good. When you think it is going great, something happens. Lux, and her family have to move to Tuscon, AZ and learn to live with the drastic change in climate. Along, with adapting, Lux meats a boy, Matt. He is everything she dreams of...