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EMANI MONROE lakewood, ca
"this dress super cute," i pointed to this white dress. the girls and i were in fashion nova searching for a dress for our graduation next week.
yes this year has went by super fast and it's kinda disappointing that we didn't get to have a normal one.
i forgot to mention, after school is over i'll be going to florida to train with them and i'll be on the starting roster when volleyball season hits. yes, bri and i committed to florida while ari committed to duke to be closer to her family.
it was an honor and an opportunity of a lifetime to all of us really.
"zaire, look" i smiled showing him the white dress ari picked out. we were in the dressing room and he was just typing away on his phone not giving me any sort of attention.
"zaire blessing?" i snapped my fingers and he jumped as if it startled him. "oh ya, it looks nice" he smiled back at me and looked right back at his phone.
who the hell got this man attention?
"what's one your phone?" i questioned looking at my reflection in the mirror. "oh, it's nobody" he waved me off and i took the dress off placing my regular clothes back on.
"oh" i nodded fixing my messy hair and he raised his eye brow. "mani, don't star-"
"zaire, please. you been giggling at your phone for the longest" i sighed loudly rolling my eyes.
"you always trying to accuse me of some shit"
"well maybe stop being sneaky shit i wouldn't question you" i whisper yelled trying not to let everyone in the store hear me.
he rolled his eyes and i glanced down at his phone that was unlocked.
one text catching my eye.
"zaire, you cant be-" i choked on my words.
dayla 💕when are you gonna drop her?
dayla💕come over :) i miss you
"mani it's not what it looks like" he grabbed my arm preventing me from leaving the dressing room. "zaire i've seen enough. maybe it's time you drop me" i shrugged pulling just hand away from my arm.
i walked out holding in my tears. i'm a bad bitch and bad bitches don't cry! "emani, what's wrong?"brina furrowed her eyebrows pulling me into a tight hug.
"can we just go? i don't wanna be around these people" i said lowly and ariana nodded pulling her keys out.
"let's go"
"i'll see you later babe," ariana pecked mikey and we stormed out of fashion nova.
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"before me, i don't care who was before me. you lonely now you ain gotta be lonely" i sang along with durk on full blast as were on the way to ariana's house.
"damn mani" brina chuckled. "turn the shit down," ariana reached for the knob and i smacked her hand lightly.
"i'm feeling it right now, i just got cheated on" i wiped my eyes so i wouldn't let one tear fall.
"are you sure he was even texting her back?" brina asked. "it seemed like they were already texting before" i kept my eyes on the road.
why do they always have to make me think? like gosh! "okay mani, do you" ariana shook her head turning the song back up.
she's right. but my stubbornness and pride won't even let me go back and talk to him first. which is one thing i hated about myself.
but he's been sneaky and hiding things this whole time. which is the reason why i wouldn't doubt that he and dayla have been texting. sighing lowly, i laid my head back on enjoyed the rest of the ride to ari's crib.
and to be honest, 9/10 i'm always right about things.
authors note. oouuweee, i think this is gonna come to an end reall soon but idk so don't lean on that statement.
