Its been a long-long time since i first meet you.
You're the girl of my dream, but unfortunately I'm not the guy you want to be with you for the rest of your life.
I'm Kian and I'm fvcking inlove with my bestfriend.
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"Hey Kian! Halika dito daliiii!"
"Whats with you Cel? You're so loud!"
"Attitude mo talaga, may ipapakita lang eh."
"Ano ba kasi yon?"
Cel immediately approached me and took her phone out, agad niyang ipinakita ang kung anong nakasulat doon, and when I saw what she wanted me to see I felt annoyed.
"Anong gagawin ko diyan?"
"Hindi ka ba natutuwa? Pierre want me back! He really loves me!"
"Cel! He cheated on you before! Hindi pa ba sapat na dahilan yon para wag ka nang maniwala pa sa kanya?"
"Alam mo Ki, bitter ka lang eh kasi wala kang naging Jowa since birth HAHAHAH!"
"Cel, this is a serious matter ok? Baka gusto mong mag seryoso?!"
"Sorry na bestieee ok? Sabi nga nila Everyobody deserves a second chance?!"
"Pero you already gave him too many chances Cel! Hindi na yon second chance! It's 30th chance!"
After I said those words she pout her lips and her eyes starts to get teary.
I immediately hug her, cause i dont want her to get hurt.
And i dont want to see her crying.
"I'm sorry, I'm overreacting"
"Ayoko lang kasi na nakikita kang nasasaktan, C-Cause we're besties? right?"
"Kung anong gusto mong gawin susuportahan kita kasi nga We're BESTIES, Hindi na kita kokontrahin :>"
...
After those conversation hindi na kami madalas na magkasama at nagkikita nang matalik kong kaibigan.
Madalas niya nang kasama si Pierre dahil naging sila na ulit.
The joy of being with Pierre again whom she loves so much is obvious on Cel's face.
I immediately remembered when she told me before that Pierre was the man he dreamed of.
AND THAT FVCKING HURT ME.
We're about to graduate but they're still together.
It hurts to admit but, they seems so happy to each other.
And right at graduation, Cel came to me.
"Kiaaaan!"
"I'm getting married!"
"Really? C-Congrats Cel."
"I'm very happy for you."
"Thankyou Bestieee bawal ka mawala doon ok?"
And after we talk about her dream wedding with her fiancé, we immediately parted ways.
Deritso akong umuwi after the graduation ceremony, i didn't even bother to go with others para mag party.
Dahil papaano ako mag sasaya? kung sawi ako, baka masira ko lang yung party na dapat ay masaya.
...
And the day of Cel's wedding came, I made a way not to attend her wedding. Because if I attended Cel's wedding I might get hurt even more.
Finally Cel is married to the person of her dreams.
And here I am, still loving her from a far.
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Many years have passed, Aksidente kaming nagkita ni Cel.
I saw her again, but his eyes isn't the same as before.
Her eyes was full of sorrow.
His body became thinner and had more bruises.
And that's when I realized that her husband was always hurting her, what we thought was a happy life for her.
But it turned out miserable.
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If i was your man, i wouldn't hurt you.
If i was your man, i will love you so much.
If i was your man, I will not make you cry.
But sadly I am just your BESTIEE, And not your MAN.
