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• 051 • Unlove Me

I had almost become unaware about the existence of a thing called Wattpad, until this morning, when I realised Creations turns 1 year old today. I swear to god I'll forget my own name at the age of 30 if I continue being like this.

Anyway, err, I admit, it really was careless of me to vanish like that, but to be honest, I did not feel I was missing anything, during the last month and a half while I wasn't here.
It surprises me to say this, cause all the times I went on a hiatus before, I had strong urges to return and sometimes I'd re-install the app not even 2 minutes after deleting it.

I met really nice people here, and felt glad being part of such a community. But lately, I've not been feeling like it. I probably wouldn't have come back if I didn't remember that thing today morning. Well, I had to come back in a while after all, cause I left everything a mess here.

So I am gonna do now is, deliver the last 2 requests I have pending, officially announce my break and log out again.
Looking back, I realised that, everytime I left Wattpad, it was mostly because I had an exam, or bad health. And immediately after coming back, I'd start taking requests and it'd be the same until I had an exam again.
I don't want to repeat that cycle. This time, I want to take a break from here, for myself, and not because I have something else to do somewhere else. I want to take this time off to practise designing and improve myself. Maybe I'd even try some other form of designing except vectors, who knows?
I'm really sorry to those who were expecting the shop to open back again this month. I myself thought that I'd be reopening too, but experiencing the last month, and because of some personal issues, that won't be possible at this point. I honestly apologize for any inconvenience I caused.

Well, damn. I wrote quite a few paragraphs. And I'd never know if people read it at all xD

I finished this cover after my exams and even though the output didn't make me content, but after working on it at a really slow pace for this long, I think staring at it longer to improve it, is going to give the opposite result.

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