Dear dad.

Dad how I wish you was here! I need you, granny needs you. I hate that you left! It's been almost 10 years now but I still remember the day like it was yesterday. I woke to find mom and my two sisters crying by you, you was just laying there. Ice cold to the touch, stiff like a rock. It's hard to get that out of my head and watching them take you away on the stretcher wasn't easy..I wish you was here to help me, help me through all the tough times in life. Like everyone I love dying, but they are all just joining you. They get to see you while I sit here wondering if you can even see me, are you proud of me? Do you hate me? What was you like? I was only 9 when you passed, I remember things you told me like "if you mess with the bull you get the horns." -John smith
But what if my horns are dull cause I've been fighting a brick wall..the depression the anxiety. The hate I give and gave my body, god if you could see me you'd probably tell me I look a mess. I wish you could be here, I want to hear your voice, hear your laugh. I miss you so much dad I love you!!!