Dear dad.

I miss you

I miss you a lot, I wish you was here with me at times. I don't know what to do when times are tough and I'm the only one everyone is looking to. Granny's sick. Mentally, and some physically. But sadly it's more mentally, they all want me to watch over her...I'm only 19..what should I do dad? I need help I wish you was fucking here cause you'd be great help with her. Uncle T. Doesn't want her to go to a nursing home, but if she forgets..I'm worried..I'd hate to have to be the one to tell her you passed and her have to relive that moment..and it really sucks rn cause it's getting closer to your passing day..you'll been gone for 10 years...I miss you more and more everyday..I wish you could be here I miss you so fucking much dad! Everyone does! I've heard that you've been in someone's dreams lately someone who never met you but is close cause she is my sister in law... when u came to mine when I was younger they was nightmares.. you'd just stand there pointing at the neighbors house who was our close friend. Not saying a word and the storm clouds would roll in real fast and then lightning flashes and I'd wake up and cry...I wish to see you hell even in a nightmare now I wish i could just see you I'd love to hear your voice again..I love you dad. I miss you.