Hey guys,
It's been a while since I've needed to use this but lately everything just seems to keep going wrong. I broke up with the boyfriend previously talked about in August 2020. I had realized that it was a very abusive relationship and I needed out. I moved our finally for good. I have an apartment with two wonderful roommates and I adopted a cat named Alice.
Even tho I have all these positives, there's a lot of negatives too. I started a job and had a small group of friends. Two guys two girls. Well I had a crush on one of the guys but I kept it to myself. He had a girlfriend at the time and still does. He confessed that he also liked me around Christmas time but by that time we both had partners and agreed not to act upon it and just be friends. Then his girlfriend accuses me of sleeping with him because of weird looks we have each other which made no sense. These days she kinda forbids him from talking to me. I think she found out about the crush thing and got mad. There's so much more but I'm not going to share now.
Im off antidepressants and I can't afford therapy currently. I don't know where I am about 60% of the time and my doctors think It's a defense because they're afraid I may have PTSD. I don't know how I'll work with this all but I'm trying.
I promise I will update you, I'm just really emotional currently
