I fall in love to quickly I think I'm just desperate for someone to love. I've been talking to one guy in particular that keeps showing up in my dreams and I don't know what to do. I just don't understand why.
My depression has gotten worse but don't worry I haven't self harmed but I do want to die. I really don't find a reason to be on earth anymore. I serve no purpose whatsoever and I always seem to make people mad no matter what I do. Of course, I don't tell anyone this because I don't want my parents getting involved because my mom will just yell at me and make it worse.
