I am so ducking done. My mom told me that all people who have mental disorders are doing it for attention. She said I do a lot for attention which I don't. I would rather blend in if anything. She said my cosplays are for attention and my Comic Con outfit made me look like a hooker.
I just feel empty. It's really really hard for me to get up and do anything anymore without struggling to get up. I feel hated a lot by my parents and people everywhere. My boyfriends parents already hate me just for being me.
I honestly don't know how much longer I can take of this
