I See You (Jungkook × Reader) 18+

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*Thursday*

Y/n's Pov

No.

He didn't do it.

No.

But I-I can't blame him.

He doesn't know me. Right? Or does he?

He might not care. Why would he care about me anyways.

It's not his fault that I started liking him. Why would he like me? I'm nothing compared to that girl he was with. She is beauitful.

I sat up on my bed. The tears that were pooling in my eyes all fell together making them splash on my lap. I didn't even know I cried.

I sigh as I wiped my eyes. I can't cry over a guy I see in my dreams. I just can't.

I got ready to go to school. All the time that I was getting ready I tried my best not to think about Jungkook. But I just can't. Why does he have to invade my mind like this?

I don't want to think about him. I don't want to like him anymore. I don't want to be in a one sided love.

I don't want this.

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At school, I basically stayed by myself not associating with anyone. I don't wanna talk today. But I just can't ignore my friends. And they of course noticed that something was wrong.

"Y/n. Are you okay?" Beth asked.

I smile weakly.

"Sweety, you can tell us what happened. We are your friends. You don't have to keep everything in." Ella says calmly.

I really want to tell someone what I'm feeling. What I'm going through. I want someone advice.

I want someone's shoulder to cry on.

"I saw the g-guy I like... having sex with another person." I said. Right when I said it, it sounded like such a stupid thing to cry over. It's even more stupid when I think that he is just in my dreams.

"Oh baby!" Mia hugs me and the other two joins the hug too.

I didn't want to cry in school. But their hug just made me lose my control that I started to release my tension. Tears went down my face as I willed it to stop by closing my eyes tightly.

They slightly pulled away from the hug making me put my head down while covering my face with my hair as it fell.

"Who is he Y/n?" Ella asked.

I shake my head indicating that I don't want to answer that.

I heard them sigh as I closed my eyes tightly.

"Is he the reason why you have been distracted lately?"

I nod.

"Y/n, it will be okay. We'll think of a quick and fun way to get over him. Or if you still want to like him, we will support you in that too. Okay?" Ella said.

I looked up at them and smile through my tears. "Thank you. I actually wanna let him go."

I felt slightly better at the decision I made.

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At work, I was minding my own business at the back of the coffee shop. Today, John working in the kitchen is on leave, so I was out to do his work. Which mostly include cooking and serving food on a plate nicely.

I actually like this job. I like cooking and I also like decorating. So this is a good distraction from Jungkook who was in my head the entire day today.